Well can't believe it but I am starting again on Monday. This will be my second re-start. Very mad at myself for not losing it all before now and i'm a year down the line now from my first start on CD. This is kinda the last stop for me before surgery as I have requested a gastric band and been referred (although it doesn't look like I will get funding). So it's really this time or not at all. My CD counsellor is really lovely and very supportive so it's nice that she will be there to help me. Fingers x'd I do it this time!!