SharonA_1970
Full Member
Ok so here's the thing. I have been doing LL since the beginning of May. I have had great success with it but the last three or four weeks I have really been messing about. I even put on 5 lbs one week. I have struggled to stay in abstinance and don't really know what to do for the best. I think deep down I am scared. I am teetering and the brink of going down to 12 stone something, this is the lowest I have been in 10 years and lower than I have been since before I met my partner. Its almost like a mental block that seems to be sabotaging me into getting under 13 stone and I can't figure out why. It's like I am scared. I have this new found confidence, my other half sees me differently and I think I am scared of the person I am becoming.
It's really bizarrre how we have these crooked ways of thinking. I have gone from a size 24 in trousers to a size 16 jeans. From a 44DD to a 38F. Made massive changes to my health and levels of fitness. All things that should spur me on to do well but I just can't seem to get past this point. I really have no idea how I am going to get on. I keep mentally saying to myself ok tomorrow I will be really good, 4 litres of water, 4 shakes and maybe the gym but I just never make tomorrow happen.
I don't expect any miracle solutions just wanted to put it all into words in the vain hope that it might help me refocus
It's really bizarrre how we have these crooked ways of thinking. I have gone from a size 24 in trousers to a size 16 jeans. From a 44DD to a 38F. Made massive changes to my health and levels of fitness. All things that should spur me on to do well but I just can't seem to get past this point. I really have no idea how I am going to get on. I keep mentally saying to myself ok tomorrow I will be really good, 4 litres of water, 4 shakes and maybe the gym but I just never make tomorrow happen.
I don't expect any miracle solutions just wanted to put it all into words in the vain hope that it might help me refocus