aw this week i am so struggling, i put 1/2lb on and i feel like a failure. ive not even lost half my holiday gain and im away on a city break for a week.
i feel like i am going on the city break and thinking oh i cant have this and i cant have that. I only want to loose another 1 1/2 - 2 stone for xmas and i feel like if i go away and enjoy myself and eat and drink what i want i will put on again and be even more a failure. ive only just got my 4 stone by the skin of my teeth even though before i went away i was so close to my 4 and half.
im sitting here like angel / devil. but i just know that i cant handle a gain again.
xx
i feel like i am going on the city break and thinking oh i cant have this and i cant have that. I only want to loose another 1 1/2 - 2 stone for xmas and i feel like if i go away and enjoy myself and eat and drink what i want i will put on again and be even more a failure. ive only just got my 4 stone by the skin of my teeth even though before i went away i was so close to my 4 and half.
im sitting here like angel / devil. but i just know that i cant handle a gain again.
xx