Having made a decision not to post for a while yesterday and informing the fab Pierce that I wasn't coming back........I back!!!
WHY........
did I want to go....because I felt I couldn't really offer any good advice to anyone while I was feeling so down in myself. As you all know I haven't had the best year and this week it has really got to me. I felt that continually posting negatives rather than positives was a bad thing for everyone....hope that makes sense! I also was getting very down about my lack of losses over the last few months since my operations...mainly due to not being able to do CD and feeling down has led me to eat! Luckily I have still lost some weight but no where as much as I could on CD.
WHY.........
am I back......I'm in a very dark and deep place at the moment and you all know it from your emails & posts.....I know that you all want me back to the old Kamiknix and so do I and after getting so many emails form people on here both that I have met in the flesh & those who I know from here, MSN & the chatroom (use it its fun)! All of which were so lovely they reduced me to tears. To be thought of so highly is such a lovely feeling. I have also just reccommended my bestest mate in the whole world to this site 'Debba' and how could I let her come here without being here myself! I also as clearing up last night was putting away my sons birthday cards and found amongst them one for Ann (Westhills, mother of Wemitts)! Wishing me well and that reminded me of how much I think of you all.
Anyway, thats cleared the air...in my head anyway. So onwards and downwards!
Love to you all especailly my Wemitt buddies!
Kamilla xxxx
WHY........
did I want to go....because I felt I couldn't really offer any good advice to anyone while I was feeling so down in myself. As you all know I haven't had the best year and this week it has really got to me. I felt that continually posting negatives rather than positives was a bad thing for everyone....hope that makes sense! I also was getting very down about my lack of losses over the last few months since my operations...mainly due to not being able to do CD and feeling down has led me to eat! Luckily I have still lost some weight but no where as much as I could on CD.
WHY.........
am I back......I'm in a very dark and deep place at the moment and you all know it from your emails & posts.....I know that you all want me back to the old Kamiknix and so do I and after getting so many emails form people on here both that I have met in the flesh & those who I know from here, MSN & the chatroom (use it its fun)! All of which were so lovely they reduced me to tears. To be thought of so highly is such a lovely feeling. I have also just reccommended my bestest mate in the whole world to this site 'Debba' and how could I let her come here without being here myself! I also as clearing up last night was putting away my sons birthday cards and found amongst them one for Ann (Westhills, mother of Wemitts)! Wishing me well and that reminded me of how much I think of you all.
Anyway, thats cleared the air...in my head anyway. So onwards and downwards!
Love to you all especailly my Wemitt buddies!
Kamilla xxxx