bekimo
Fighting Demons....
Well, I have had a crazy week. Work, Christmas, the usual kind of stupidity associated with this time of year. And I haven't even got kids!!
Anyway, Christmas did not go as smoothly as I hoped and I ended up having Christmas Dinner with the family. But, in some kind of new found control, I seemed to have learnt to stop eating when I get full (which was pretty quickly!) and I still stuck to the water, so it wasn't a complete catasptrophe.
Also, I did play on the Wii for a few hours so I was pretty active!! OK, so the fact is that I lapsed. But I am not going to kill myself over it. Fact is that I have been perfect today. I am back on it. I have not been tempted today at all. I keep telling myself that it was just one day and one day is not turning into two days, three days, a week, just until January!!
What I will say to anyone who is considering a little lapse over the rest of the festive period is that you will not believe how much PAIN I am in today! Not only am I aching from the damn Wii! Boxing and Baseball hurt - I fear my arms may drop off any second. But my stomach is killing me. Body is not used to food and so just all of a sudden having all of that food was not a good idea!!
Well done for everyone who did manage to abstain though. It is so tough, and I am so completely in awe of you all!
B x
Anyway, Christmas did not go as smoothly as I hoped and I ended up having Christmas Dinner with the family. But, in some kind of new found control, I seemed to have learnt to stop eating when I get full (which was pretty quickly!) and I still stuck to the water, so it wasn't a complete catasptrophe.
Also, I did play on the Wii for a few hours so I was pretty active!! OK, so the fact is that I lapsed. But I am not going to kill myself over it. Fact is that I have been perfect today. I am back on it. I have not been tempted today at all. I keep telling myself that it was just one day and one day is not turning into two days, three days, a week, just until January!!
What I will say to anyone who is considering a little lapse over the rest of the festive period is that you will not believe how much PAIN I am in today! Not only am I aching from the damn Wii! Boxing and Baseball hurt - I fear my arms may drop off any second. But my stomach is killing me. Body is not used to food and so just all of a sudden having all of that food was not a good idea!!
Well done for everyone who did manage to abstain though. It is so tough, and I am so completely in awe of you all!
B x