abigail09
Gold Member
i rejoined slimming world a good 8+ weeks ago and all ive done is put on weight, this weekend i was at leeds festival and know i will have put on another 2lbs at least. none of my clothes fit, i feel hot, sticky and uncomfortable. i just feel like a lump. im going to get weighed after work tonight and i think im going to be about 3lbs heavier than when i started... ive just hit an all time low.
i have only been going to meetings to support my family, my sister is 16 and is a lot bigger than me, along with my mam. i just feel so disheartened i know it can work but i just havent got back into it since i started. it took 9 months for me to loose 1.5stone last time and i know its going to take just as long this time.
i dont know if this is the kick up the bum i need or whether im just going to continue denying to myself that i need to do something. the problem is i eat so well during the day then when it comes to an evening i cant help myself. i tried so hard last night not too end up munching but by the end of the night i had had chicken curry (Sw obv) a bowl of leftover rice, a bowl of cous cous, an apple, a banana, a massive salad and a few slices of ham. i was soooo stuffed but ate it anyway. i know i didnt eat any syns in there however i just seem to loose control.
anyway rant over, i know when i get on the scales this evening im going to be be gutted.
i have only been going to meetings to support my family, my sister is 16 and is a lot bigger than me, along with my mam. i just feel so disheartened i know it can work but i just havent got back into it since i started. it took 9 months for me to loose 1.5stone last time and i know its going to take just as long this time.
i dont know if this is the kick up the bum i need or whether im just going to continue denying to myself that i need to do something. the problem is i eat so well during the day then when it comes to an evening i cant help myself. i tried so hard last night not too end up munching but by the end of the night i had had chicken curry (Sw obv) a bowl of leftover rice, a bowl of cous cous, an apple, a banana, a massive salad and a few slices of ham. i was soooo stuffed but ate it anyway. i know i didnt eat any syns in there however i just seem to loose control.
anyway rant over, i know when i get on the scales this evening im going to be be gutted.