sweetchant1lly
Here we go again ..
Hi there i am what you call a serial dieter i have gained and loss so many times ... over the past year though ive lost and pretty much maintained but still have one hell of a way to go . Im currently 19 weeks pregnant with baby number 5 ...I must be mad right!!!! Baby wasnt planned and is taing some getting used to . I had only really just started living my life in terms of being able to go out occaisionally and have some fun . Im 36 and my partner of just over a year is 22 ...He is fab most of the time but like all relationships we have our moments lol.
last week i was checked in at weight maintenance and was pleased to hear i had only gained a pound so far ..was pretty happy about that... yesterday i had the most horrible scan i ahve ever had the woman made me feel like a useless fat lump who should be ashamed of my size and the fact that she so say couldn't view my baby properly through my mounds of fat ..I was basically told to go away and come back in three weeks when baby would be bigger and hopefully more visible.
My previously happy mood at managing to maintain was shattered and i came home and texted my slimming world consultant and asked if i could go back to class. she ofcourse said yes and I intend to go back to class this evening.
I have got up and chose to start back on plan this morning to be honest even though i havent been going i have been following a lot of the principles so it shouldnt be to hard to get back into.
I am going to try and keep a food diary starting today if anyone spots me slipping with this please give me a poke as i forget very easy.
last week i was checked in at weight maintenance and was pleased to hear i had only gained a pound so far ..was pretty happy about that... yesterday i had the most horrible scan i ahve ever had the woman made me feel like a useless fat lump who should be ashamed of my size and the fact that she so say couldn't view my baby properly through my mounds of fat ..I was basically told to go away and come back in three weeks when baby would be bigger and hopefully more visible.
My previously happy mood at managing to maintain was shattered and i came home and texted my slimming world consultant and asked if i could go back to class. she ofcourse said yes and I intend to go back to class this evening.
I have got up and chose to start back on plan this morning to be honest even though i havent been going i have been following a lot of the principles so it shouldnt be to hard to get back into.
I am going to try and keep a food diary starting today if anyone spots me slipping with this please give me a poke as i forget very easy.
