pineapple
Silver Member
Hiya everyone,
I’m ashamed to admit it but I have been wasting the last few months promising myself to restart lipo, managing for few days then giving in and convincing myself a low cal diet is better for me, only to waste my time doing that and binging and then re-starting the cycle all over again. This has gone on for a good 3 or months now and am getting heavier by the day!
I’ve been reading all your posts and everyone is new to me (old timer!!) I was in two minds whether to post or not as I have posted with every restart only to fail, am sure everyone thinks am wasting my time and theirs. Then the crunch finally hit on Sat. …. I mean I knew I had gained but my clothes were just a little tighter than what they had been, then wham on Sat am trying to find something to wear for a night out and I swear not one item of new clothing that I had bought after losing 4 st fitted! They were not even just tight – they plain just don’t fit anymore!! I could see every buldge going and I could have cried! I spend the night squeezed into jeans with holdy in pants that’s went right up to my boobs and I swear I could hardly breathe! Anyways, had plans for sunday and this eve is my father in law’s 60th so we’re going out to eat and tomorrow am restarting.
I plan to be brutly honest with myself this time as past restarts I’ve kidded myself I’ll only need to be on the shakes for a week or 2 at the most. This time I’m planning on taking it day by day.
Hope to get to know you all soon.
I’m ashamed to admit it but I have been wasting the last few months promising myself to restart lipo, managing for few days then giving in and convincing myself a low cal diet is better for me, only to waste my time doing that and binging and then re-starting the cycle all over again. This has gone on for a good 3 or months now and am getting heavier by the day!
I’ve been reading all your posts and everyone is new to me (old timer!!) I was in two minds whether to post or not as I have posted with every restart only to fail, am sure everyone thinks am wasting my time and theirs. Then the crunch finally hit on Sat. …. I mean I knew I had gained but my clothes were just a little tighter than what they had been, then wham on Sat am trying to find something to wear for a night out and I swear not one item of new clothing that I had bought after losing 4 st fitted! They were not even just tight – they plain just don’t fit anymore!! I could see every buldge going and I could have cried! I spend the night squeezed into jeans with holdy in pants that’s went right up to my boobs and I swear I could hardly breathe! Anyways, had plans for sunday and this eve is my father in law’s 60th so we’re going out to eat and tomorrow am restarting.
I plan to be brutly honest with myself this time as past restarts I’ve kidded myself I’ll only need to be on the shakes for a week or 2 at the most. This time I’m planning on taking it day by day.
Hope to get to know you all soon.