I haven't stuck to my diet for about 4 months now
but I honestly didn't think I was doing that bad weight wise. After Christmas I expected to be a stone heavier but when I just got on the scales I'm 2 stone 4 lb heavier
I was actually shaking when I read the scales with shock and dispair.
I've never felt so ashamed of myself :cry:, so I'm back on the wagon only this time I'm going to fasten the seatbelt so I cannot fall off again so easily and I'm more determined than ever to shift the flab once and for all, wish me luck I'm going to need it
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I've never felt so ashamed of myself :cry:, so I'm back on the wagon only this time I'm going to fasten the seatbelt so I cannot fall off again so easily and I'm more determined than ever to shift the flab once and for all, wish me luck I'm going to need it