you look amazing, really youthfull.
my 'moment', well several - has been a build up over the years of seeing myself fat and remembering when i was slim, knowing that i look ugly fat, and attractive slim, feeling self conscious around people, knowing that they are thinking 'blimey!' feeling like a failure all the time at everything. being in pain in back. not being able to wear nice shoes as it killed my feet and back, never really looking 'dressed up' people asking if i was pregnant!
the list is endless!! but the biggest thing fo rme is seeing dr's for various medical complaints - and feeling that some of it has to be connected to my weight. also - a chance that i need another op on my jaw and terrified of anaesthetics anyway, let alone when i was obese! (a friend died under GA when i was about 19, she was only 18)
wanting keith to see me at my best, slim healthy confident, happy etc... hot!
ultimately it comes down to health and looks.
great thread btw!
xxx