pineapple
Silver Member
I’m not really sure whats wrong with me, but over the last couple of weeks, I seemed to have lost my will power. Am finding it increasingly harder not to cheat at the weekends (Mon to Fri – are no probs!) and desperately want to regain the strictness I had in the beginning. I have said on other posts but I think its getting harder as am now into a size 14 and I don’t feel that fat! I know I am still fat in reality but in comparison to what I was, am not now – does that make any sense?
Last weekend I cheated but come my Fri weigh in I still lost 3lbs, this then in my silly bvrain gave me another licence to cheat this weekend and I am so bloody annoyed with myself! I really don’t know why I keep doing it as am sure I’ll not get away with it this week!
I so want to lose more weight as am not TRULY happy with how I look just yet. I really want to get into size 12’s before I even consider giving up and starting re-feed, but I know I must stop the cheating as it’ll mess me up, not to mention its risky.
I thought after my cheat last weekend it was out of my system, obviously not! The food wasn’t even that nice! I’m not wanting to get on anyone’s nerves by admitting to cheating and then moaning about it. I know its only down to me and me only. But anyone else any suggestions to getting the will power back, full throttle?! So this week I aim not to cheat and hopefully I find the will power again. x
Last weekend I cheated but come my Fri weigh in I still lost 3lbs, this then in my silly bvrain gave me another licence to cheat this weekend and I am so bloody annoyed with myself! I really don’t know why I keep doing it as am sure I’ll not get away with it this week!
I so want to lose more weight as am not TRULY happy with how I look just yet. I really want to get into size 12’s before I even consider giving up and starting re-feed, but I know I must stop the cheating as it’ll mess me up, not to mention its risky.
I thought after my cheat last weekend it was out of my system, obviously not! The food wasn’t even that nice! I’m not wanting to get on anyone’s nerves by admitting to cheating and then moaning about it. I know its only down to me and me only. But anyone else any suggestions to getting the will power back, full throttle?! So this week I aim not to cheat and hopefully I find the will power again. x