Chellie_h
Full Member
Have to have a rant - I was coming home on tues night after my first WI and i took out one of my LL bars (my dinner) and a old bloke piped up 'are you enjoying that bar'? and then went on to call me all the names under the sun...Fat this and that (i won't use the words, but one starts with C and the other F) and i was gobsmacked!! Must have been going on for about 10 mins - felt like a lifetime - just wanted to get swallowed up!!
I mean hello the train was packed with people and i get picked on (eating a LL bar) - i am still really upset about it.
A part of me (pre LL) would have rushed to the nearest shop and bought a load of junk but the new Chellie is now fighting that urge!
As well as that people were really looking at me in both pity i guess and some just to see what is going on, but no one said a word - mind you i could not speak myself!
Thing is i know i am big, but i am quite lucky as i am compact - alot of people don't believe me when i say i need to lose 6 stone (think most think maybe 4)
Has many people had this happen? It's happened a few times in the past (i was bigger) What makes me laugh/cry is that at least i know that in a matter of months i won't be the person that is being verbally attacked for my weight but its disgusting that it will continue no doubt to many more people.
Aah feels better to get it off my chest rather then bottle it up. :cry:
I mean hello the train was packed with people and i get picked on (eating a LL bar) - i am still really upset about it.
A part of me (pre LL) would have rushed to the nearest shop and bought a load of junk but the new Chellie is now fighting that urge!
As well as that people were really looking at me in both pity i guess and some just to see what is going on, but no one said a word - mind you i could not speak myself!
Thing is i know i am big, but i am quite lucky as i am compact - alot of people don't believe me when i say i need to lose 6 stone (think most think maybe 4)
Has many people had this happen? It's happened a few times in the past (i was bigger) What makes me laugh/cry is that at least i know that in a matter of months i won't be the person that is being verbally attacked for my weight but its disgusting that it will continue no doubt to many more people.
Aah feels better to get it off my chest rather then bottle it up. :cry: