Safia
Gold Member
Hi everyone I got my 1 and half stone sticky on thursday and since yesterday i have just gone off the tracks. At first i decided to treat myself to some lamb biryani which my husband made and which i knew would be covered by my syns but than after that i couldnt stop and had a magnum too. Today i did the same again and it shows on my scales that i have put on 1 and half lbs and my scales tend to match the sw ones. I do this everytime and everytime i promise myself i wont do it but i am doing it again. Just by losing 1 and half stones doesnt mean i'm on target (very far from it!) but i cant stop myself binging. I dont feel particularly good now either. I have another 21 lbs to reach my mini target which i really want to as i am around 11 weeks pregnant and i know in my third trimester my weightloss will stall so really don't know what to do. I will draw a line under everything but i guess i just need to talk as everyone here knows how i feel whereas my husband doesnt x