willitracey
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I didn't know what to call this thread, but this best suits me at the moment, until I think of something more appropriate to call it.
Hi all, I have really been struggling the past three days to get back on SS. So I thought maybe if a started a thread on here and vowed to log in every day to record my progress it may help me to get on the straight and narrow again
Anyway, a bit a about me. I am 42, I live in Bedford and am married with two boys. I have been overweight for as long as I can remember and always seem to be stuck in the binging/dieting cycle, I can't seem to break free and eat normally!!
At my heaviest I weighed in at 20 stone 1 pound, I joined slimming world and lost 7 stones, and stopped before hitting my target of 12 1/2 stones (I am 5' 10"). After getting back to 18 stone I joined Lighter Life last year and from March until the end of July I lost 5 1/2 stone getting down to my target of 12 1/2 stone just before going on holiday . I still thought that I needed to lose more even though looking back now I looked good at 12 1/2 stones. Anyway it took me over a year of trying to get back onto SSing (I even tried hypnosis and Overeaters Anonymous - both didn't help me) and I started Cambridge on 2 July 2006 losing 2 1/2 stone to get down to 13 stone 11 pounds, and with only 1 stone 4 pounds to get to my target ................. what do I do? Yep for the past three days I have been eating everything in sight (secretly). I don't want to gain weight again, I need to nip this in the bud before I do a large amount of damage. I am not enjoying food as much as I enjoyed my packs (I really look forward to my chocolate mousse and crips when on CD and I enjoy every mouthful) and it is so good to feel in control of my eating. For the past three days I have said I will start tomorrow and this never happens! So I thought I would log on here each day and speak to you lovely people!!!
Anyhow here goes for tomorrow another day another start Will log on tomorrow to let you know my thoughts, I hope I haven't bored you too much I have waffled a bit but I wanted to get it down so that I could read back through it to help me. Any comments gratefully received.
PS I am on my own tonight and guess where I have been?? Yep stocked up with chocolate from Tescos, how stupid is that I won't even enjoy it after the first bit and the guilt will follow, but I KNOW I will end up eating it like a final supper!!!!
Hi all, I have really been struggling the past three days to get back on SS. So I thought maybe if a started a thread on here and vowed to log in every day to record my progress it may help me to get on the straight and narrow again
Anyway, a bit a about me. I am 42, I live in Bedford and am married with two boys. I have been overweight for as long as I can remember and always seem to be stuck in the binging/dieting cycle, I can't seem to break free and eat normally!!
At my heaviest I weighed in at 20 stone 1 pound, I joined slimming world and lost 7 stones, and stopped before hitting my target of 12 1/2 stones (I am 5' 10"). After getting back to 18 stone I joined Lighter Life last year and from March until the end of July I lost 5 1/2 stone getting down to my target of 12 1/2 stone just before going on holiday . I still thought that I needed to lose more even though looking back now I looked good at 12 1/2 stones. Anyway it took me over a year of trying to get back onto SSing (I even tried hypnosis and Overeaters Anonymous - both didn't help me) and I started Cambridge on 2 July 2006 losing 2 1/2 stone to get down to 13 stone 11 pounds, and with only 1 stone 4 pounds to get to my target ................. what do I do? Yep for the past three days I have been eating everything in sight (secretly). I don't want to gain weight again, I need to nip this in the bud before I do a large amount of damage. I am not enjoying food as much as I enjoyed my packs (I really look forward to my chocolate mousse and crips when on CD and I enjoy every mouthful) and it is so good to feel in control of my eating. For the past three days I have said I will start tomorrow and this never happens! So I thought I would log on here each day and speak to you lovely people!!!
Anyhow here goes for tomorrow another day another start Will log on tomorrow to let you know my thoughts, I hope I haven't bored you too much I have waffled a bit but I wanted to get it down so that I could read back through it to help me. Any comments gratefully received.
PS I am on my own tonight and guess where I have been?? Yep stocked up with chocolate from Tescos, how stupid is that I won't even enjoy it after the first bit and the guilt will follow, but I KNOW I will end up eating it like a final supper!!!!