youtube video - scared of being thin?


Is posting like mad!
S: 17st10lb C: 15st12lb G: 10st8lb BMI: 34.8 Loss: 1st12lb(10.48%)
I don't think I've ever thought about it, I guess that's the whole point of it being unconcious! But I think I do think it, possibly in reverse, I can't explain but it's kind of like I'll think "Oh that hot guy isn't talking to me because I'm fat", or "People don't take me seriously becuase I'm overweight". Having that excuse means I don't have to worry about what the other reasons could be.

Also I feel like I don't want to meet someone as I am now because I don't want to end up with a Chubby Chaser, but maybe I am just scared of meeting someone FULL STOP.

I don't know I'm rambling, but just to say I think it resonated with me, on some level.


S: 14st0lb C: 10st6lb G: 9st4lb BMI: 21.6 Loss: 3st8lb(25.51%)
I can relate!!
i got scared of attention when i lost my weight previously,
i became a hermit, pushed friends away and comfort ate.