want.to.be.slim
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Hi all, I was doing s/s a few months back and managed to lose a stone and a bit (if im honest with myself I did "cheat a few times") I went on a major binge one week and didnt go for my weigh in my councilor called me a fwe times but I was so ashamed that I did not return her calls...I have today bitten the bullet and after sobbing last night as I could not find anything that fitted me to go to a meeting for work in today woke up this morning with the attitude that I can and WILL do this. I have been drinking my water and had 2 of my shakes and feel good for it.. My problem is when I came off last time I was so ashamed as I had gained weight that I did not tell my councilor that I was stopping I just ignored her calls and very rudely never replyed to her text messages. I so want to do this and as she is the only person in my area know I will have to get back in touch...just not sure how!! any advice?? I dont want to fail this time I want to be healthy for me and my kids and the weight I am at the moment I know I am not....thanks for listening to me waffle on lol! Lynn