pineapple
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Mmmm where do I start? Oh Gee am really not sure? Wasna even gonna admit this to everyone but I suppose I really should.
Over this past month or so, I have regularly been eating at the weekends, when I say eating, I don’t mean salads I mean takeaway after takeaway, CRISPS, CAKES, CHOCOLATE the lot… Which then led me to gain a few lbs but then I’d get right back on track on the Monday and come my Fri weigh in, I’d have lost what I had gained, plus a bit more. With each week I did that I was becoming bolder and bolder……. Anyways, 2 weekends ago I did it again, I gained 7 lbs that weekend!! Couldna believe, I seemed to have been putting more and more on with each break of the diet, anyway, come my Fri weigh in I stepped on the scales at home (they match the chemists) and I was still not back to my pre cheat weight, I decided to not go to weigh in and convinced myself I would lose it over the weekend and then I could go to the weigh-in and expect a loss come Tusday (TODAY!!) The stupid girl that I am, ate all blinking weekend and am even heavier again (don’t even know why am sounding so surprised as I knew this would have been the case)! I have gone from 11st 8lbs to 12st 3 lbs!! I am writing this down as I need to see it in black and white. I am not going to weigh in today and am gonna go on Sat morning – I hope by then am as close as poss back to the 11st 8lbs. Even if I am not, I will go as I cant keep putting it off and by then I’ll need more shakes anyways..
I have totally wasted this last 2 weeks and I had thought it was no prob for me to cheat at weekends and get away with it, but its taken me a few weeks to realise that actually its not and am only wasting time here! I can really feel the extra weight I have put back on and my new clothes now look **** on me! I feel fat and horrible again! Drinking loads of water again as never had any at all over the weekend!!
We have a wedding to go to this weekend and had booked oursels into the hotel. At the time of booking that I had hoped to be finished the diet – this was to be our belated valentines pressie! I had planned to have this weekend off, but I so do not deserve it and am going to aim not to come off it for the wedding. I got my dress taken in to wear to the wedding, but not even sure if it’ll fit me now! ARGH!
Anyway, thanks for listening, I know I have said this a million times before, but today am getting back to how strict I was in the beginning (hopefully) just need to find that determination again..
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Over this past month or so, I have regularly been eating at the weekends, when I say eating, I don’t mean salads I mean takeaway after takeaway, CRISPS, CAKES, CHOCOLATE the lot… Which then led me to gain a few lbs but then I’d get right back on track on the Monday and come my Fri weigh in, I’d have lost what I had gained, plus a bit more. With each week I did that I was becoming bolder and bolder……. Anyways, 2 weekends ago I did it again, I gained 7 lbs that weekend!! Couldna believe, I seemed to have been putting more and more on with each break of the diet, anyway, come my Fri weigh in I stepped on the scales at home (they match the chemists) and I was still not back to my pre cheat weight, I decided to not go to weigh in and convinced myself I would lose it over the weekend and then I could go to the weigh-in and expect a loss come Tusday (TODAY!!) The stupid girl that I am, ate all blinking weekend and am even heavier again (don’t even know why am sounding so surprised as I knew this would have been the case)! I have gone from 11st 8lbs to 12st 3 lbs!! I am writing this down as I need to see it in black and white. I am not going to weigh in today and am gonna go on Sat morning – I hope by then am as close as poss back to the 11st 8lbs. Even if I am not, I will go as I cant keep putting it off and by then I’ll need more shakes anyways..
I have totally wasted this last 2 weeks and I had thought it was no prob for me to cheat at weekends and get away with it, but its taken me a few weeks to realise that actually its not and am only wasting time here! I can really feel the extra weight I have put back on and my new clothes now look **** on me! I feel fat and horrible again! Drinking loads of water again as never had any at all over the weekend!!
We have a wedding to go to this weekend and had booked oursels into the hotel. At the time of booking that I had hoped to be finished the diet – this was to be our belated valentines pressie! I had planned to have this weekend off, but I so do not deserve it and am going to aim not to come off it for the wedding. I got my dress taken in to wear to the wedding, but not even sure if it’ll fit me now! ARGH!
Anyway, thanks for listening, I know I have said this a million times before, but today am getting back to how strict I was in the beginning (hopefully) just need to find that determination again..
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