RavenMoon
Gold Member
i just want to vent out my feelings here before i burst into tears or something so here goes..
3 weeks ago it seemed i had a water infection, antibiotics didnt work , then there was talk of diabetes and iratable bowel syndrome.. now they are testing my liver function and iron levels , also to see if im anemic...test results come bk tuesday or wednesday. so not long to wait but it seems everyday my symtoms are getting worse... the antibiotic are just masking the pain and soon as it nears a time to take more the pain comes bk really bad... and now i have a constant feeling like im high or something im taking 9 tablets a day...
This morning was the last straw i woke up and felt pain in my mouth looked in the mirror and i have a blister or ulcer just inside on my top lip , right in posistion so when i talk ect it really hurts...
i've read ulcers come with other health problems and due to stress..
i really do want to stay on the wagon but im scared this is gunna make me really down... =[...
im trying to carry on with gym and toning ceneter dispite the pain.. its hard but i need to carry on else ill sink...
Sorry for the ranting im just upset and worried and in pain ahhhhhh.
Hope everyone else is okay though and sorry i aint been posting much ill hopefully be back to myself soon.
3 weeks ago it seemed i had a water infection, antibiotics didnt work , then there was talk of diabetes and iratable bowel syndrome.. now they are testing my liver function and iron levels , also to see if im anemic...test results come bk tuesday or wednesday. so not long to wait but it seems everyday my symtoms are getting worse... the antibiotic are just masking the pain and soon as it nears a time to take more the pain comes bk really bad... and now i have a constant feeling like im high or something im taking 9 tablets a day...
This morning was the last straw i woke up and felt pain in my mouth looked in the mirror and i have a blister or ulcer just inside on my top lip , right in posistion so when i talk ect it really hurts...
i've read ulcers come with other health problems and due to stress..
i really do want to stay on the wagon but im scared this is gunna make me really down... =[...
im trying to carry on with gym and toning ceneter dispite the pain.. its hard but i need to carry on else ill sink...
Sorry for the ranting im just upset and worried and in pain ahhhhhh.
Hope everyone else is okay though and sorry i aint been posting much ill hopefully be back to myself soon.