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Kelly Manton
I've just had to read back over the post I made 2 weeks back as I couldn't even remember what I wrote, I really have been in auto drive.
Mum's funeral was a week ago, last Tuesday. It was a gorgeous day and the guys from the funeral parlor were marvelous. They were the same people who did Jade Goodys funeral.
I tried to get back on the diet a couple of weeks back, lasted 4 days and then just had to comfort eat. With not smoking and my emotions being all over the place I just ate, everything in site, everything I wanted and wayyyyy too much of it!
I weighed myself yesterday and have gained 7.5 lb! I'm back up to 213.5lb!
I am back on the diet as of yesterday and have also been to the doctors to be referred to see a bereavement councilor, I'm not really coping too well and am pretty depressed :/
I have now been a non smoker for 4 weeks too! I have promised my daughter I will never smoke again and I do not break promises. Shes very pleased I have stopped and proud of me too.
My daughter is only 8 and has been suffering night terrors I've given her a dream catcher and told her if it doesn't catch all of the bad dreams then I will help her to blow them away. We've had lot's of cuddles and a few tears together. I hope I can remain strong enough for her.
Anyway enough of my going on. I just wanted to let you all know I am still here and trying to keep to plan and also to say a huge thanks to those of you who replied to my last post, your words bought me some comfort and reading them again today I understand a little more of the grief I am going through x
Mum's funeral was a week ago, last Tuesday. It was a gorgeous day and the guys from the funeral parlor were marvelous. They were the same people who did Jade Goodys funeral.
I tried to get back on the diet a couple of weeks back, lasted 4 days and then just had to comfort eat. With not smoking and my emotions being all over the place I just ate, everything in site, everything I wanted and wayyyyy too much of it!
I weighed myself yesterday and have gained 7.5 lb! I'm back up to 213.5lb!
I am back on the diet as of yesterday and have also been to the doctors to be referred to see a bereavement councilor, I'm not really coping too well and am pretty depressed :/
I have now been a non smoker for 4 weeks too! I have promised my daughter I will never smoke again and I do not break promises. Shes very pleased I have stopped and proud of me too.
My daughter is only 8 and has been suffering night terrors I've given her a dream catcher and told her if it doesn't catch all of the bad dreams then I will help her to blow them away. We've had lot's of cuddles and a few tears together. I hope I can remain strong enough for her.
Anyway enough of my going on. I just wanted to let you all know I am still here and trying to keep to plan and also to say a huge thanks to those of you who replied to my last post, your words bought me some comfort and reading them again today I understand a little more of the grief I am going through x