I'm having very bad trouble sticking to this as I keep eating out with friends and not exercising enough, so this is the last time I'm going to restart and my new motivation is my grandparents!! My nan died in 2008 and every week when I would see her she would always tell me I looked nice and I've lost a bit of weight just to get my confidence up and make me smile !! She was a lovely women I was only 16 when she died and it hit me hard! Then a few months ago my grandad died of cancer so I'm going to take this into motivation and lose weight for myself obviously a them! I want to show my nan that I can do it and she can really see I have lost weight and I do look nice!! And by this time next year I want to bit fit enough to do a charity run in aid of my grandad so it's going to take a lot of work..but it will be worth it to make them proud!!.. I have no idea what food is in my house so I'll post again later with my diary !! xo