botozi
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I'm really on the go loosing my weight. I should be very happy and i am but sometimes my happiness and willpower are tempted by the comments of others. I'm loaded with compliments at the moment but there also people trying very hard to get me start eating again.
"You will gain very fast after this diet so you better stop and eat anyway". I'm half way down and when i say i have to loose the other half i get comments about getting to thin then. "The wind will blow you away". Part of me laughs at this but the devil on my shoulder sometimes tries to give in to the comments. I makes it harder for me to follow the diet and my mind is constantly filled with food. I dream about fries and burgers and it seems that only these thoughts make me hungry. I'm struggling more and more but i won't give up. Yesterday i talked about it with my loveley HB and he told me to focus on being thin. "Think about how sad and unhappy you were 9 weeks ago and look at the change in you. Be proud of yourself, what you do is amazing and don't let other people destroy this". He is totally right because CD changed my life so far and it will only get better and better. He also understands my struggle with wanting to eat but on the other hand he tells me to look further. In a couple of months i will be at goal and then i can have my fries and burger now and then. It's not that i'm never allowed to eat again, it's only for a short period.
These are some things i trie to remember when that little devil pops up again. It won't defeat me because i'm stronger than that. I don't wanna be fat and unhappy. I only wanna be myself and i will reach that goal no matter what!
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botozi
"You will gain very fast after this diet so you better stop and eat anyway". I'm half way down and when i say i have to loose the other half i get comments about getting to thin then. "The wind will blow you away". Part of me laughs at this but the devil on my shoulder sometimes tries to give in to the comments. I makes it harder for me to follow the diet and my mind is constantly filled with food. I dream about fries and burgers and it seems that only these thoughts make me hungry. I'm struggling more and more but i won't give up. Yesterday i talked about it with my loveley HB and he told me to focus on being thin. "Think about how sad and unhappy you were 9 weeks ago and look at the change in you. Be proud of yourself, what you do is amazing and don't let other people destroy this". He is totally right because CD changed my life so far and it will only get better and better. He also understands my struggle with wanting to eat but on the other hand he tells me to look further. In a couple of months i will be at goal and then i can have my fries and burger now and then. It's not that i'm never allowed to eat again, it's only for a short period.
These are some things i trie to remember when that little devil pops up again. It won't defeat me because i'm stronger than that. I don't wanna be fat and unhappy. I only wanna be myself and i will reach that goal no matter what!
Hugs
botozi