I don't know where to start with this one but I am a regular and need to get this all of my chest & don't know really what I'm asking from you all but anything you can say would be helpful.
I'm married with 3 small children & I've been married nearly 3 years. I've been with my H for 8 years altogether.
He is an alcoholic and my life the last 6 months has been unbearable. He works shifts and as soon as he gets home he drinks at least 6 cans if not more of lager. Most days are ok but every now and again he hurls verbal abuse calls me loads of horrible names and nasty stuff. He would never hit me but sometimes verbally is bad enough.
Part 2 is I went out about a month ago and met a guy. I told him I was married etc but he wasn't bothered and to be honest I was flattered and loved the affection & attention. We just kissed but since we've been friends on fb and he rings me when H is working. He is younger than me (not that that makes a difference) but I love it when he calls/texts and I'm getting emotionally attached.
I wonder what he's up to all the time & get kind of jealous when he says he's going out with his friends, I'm bordering obsessed with him which isn't good.
I don't really know what I want to do as H has pushed me away and I get no love & affection it's just every so often he wants sex and I reluctantly do it with him just to keep him happy.
I know the right thing to do is end it with the guy and try sort my marriage out but I can't. I try not to text him but just can't help myself.
What on earth am I going to do?
I'm married with 3 small children & I've been married nearly 3 years. I've been with my H for 8 years altogether.
He is an alcoholic and my life the last 6 months has been unbearable. He works shifts and as soon as he gets home he drinks at least 6 cans if not more of lager. Most days are ok but every now and again he hurls verbal abuse calls me loads of horrible names and nasty stuff. He would never hit me but sometimes verbally is bad enough.
Part 2 is I went out about a month ago and met a guy. I told him I was married etc but he wasn't bothered and to be honest I was flattered and loved the affection & attention. We just kissed but since we've been friends on fb and he rings me when H is working. He is younger than me (not that that makes a difference) but I love it when he calls/texts and I'm getting emotionally attached.
I wonder what he's up to all the time & get kind of jealous when he says he's going out with his friends, I'm bordering obsessed with him which isn't good.
I don't really know what I want to do as H has pushed me away and I get no love & affection it's just every so often he wants sex and I reluctantly do it with him just to keep him happy.
I know the right thing to do is end it with the guy and try sort my marriage out but I can't. I try not to text him but just can't help myself.
What on earth am I going to do?