wannabefitatthirty
Full Member
Hi guys
After losing 2st 1lb in 3 weeks in end aug/ sept. I came off the wagon... Had sooo many trips away, my birthday and social events I just couldn't stick to it. Today, after my friends baby shower and to much food, I'm back and in need of help... I'm so frustrated with myself cos I did so well before! And I've put 10lbs of the weight back on in little over a month off. And am back in my 'fat' clothes.
I am in day 1 of ss (4shakes, I'm 5ft 8) and have 4 stone to lose! And I'm STARVING!!!!! I just keep telling myself, I could just eat healthily, cos I do lose weight easily eating healthily too, but once I eat I can't stop... The complete break from food is my only option... But it's soooo hard!!!!
My bf is very slim (and supportive of whatever I do) but he wants me to lose the weight to what makes me happy, I was only about a stone less wen we met, but I was comfortable, he hates seeing me feel so rubbish about myself. I'm 29 and feel like I've only got a few years to dress in a young fashion (I look alot younger than I am, can't go out without I.d) but feel like I have to hide my fat body away.
I just want to look and feel good, why isn't this motivation enough.... Cos I'm battling already and have only been up 4 hours!!! And have had 1 shake!!!! Arrrrgggghhhh
Please can any 1 offer support/motivation?
Xxx
After losing 2st 1lb in 3 weeks in end aug/ sept. I came off the wagon... Had sooo many trips away, my birthday and social events I just couldn't stick to it. Today, after my friends baby shower and to much food, I'm back and in need of help... I'm so frustrated with myself cos I did so well before! And I've put 10lbs of the weight back on in little over a month off. And am back in my 'fat' clothes.
I am in day 1 of ss (4shakes, I'm 5ft 8) and have 4 stone to lose! And I'm STARVING!!!!! I just keep telling myself, I could just eat healthily, cos I do lose weight easily eating healthily too, but once I eat I can't stop... The complete break from food is my only option... But it's soooo hard!!!!
My bf is very slim (and supportive of whatever I do) but he wants me to lose the weight to what makes me happy, I was only about a stone less wen we met, but I was comfortable, he hates seeing me feel so rubbish about myself. I'm 29 and feel like I've only got a few years to dress in a young fashion (I look alot younger than I am, can't go out without I.d) but feel like I have to hide my fat body away.
I just want to look and feel good, why isn't this motivation enough.... Cos I'm battling already and have only been up 4 hours!!! And have had 1 shake!!!! Arrrrgggghhhh
Please can any 1 offer support/motivation?
Xxx