It's all very well telling myself I'll stay on diet till Feb . . . but I'm going out tonight and tomorrow night and dreading both occasions as food involved. I'm feeling cold and hungry. I'm in danger of flowing over with water, jittery with coffee and don't want anymore tea. Nobody said it would be easy . . . Hope to God that I'm logging on here tomorrow with word of good behaviour . . . at the moment that seems so unlikely. Feeling sorry for myself and wish I didn't have to go out but can't expect husband to give up his social life because I'm on diet. Weekends are hard enough without this. Also will have people asking why I'm not eating/drinking. They have all seen me lose/gain weight and will roll their eyes if I mention LT again. Plan on pushing food around plate. Can I do this??? First big test of my determination. Please wish me well . . .