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Dieting & Mummy To Ethan
..and I am an absolute mess.
I have struggled so hard this week with the diet.
I've not cheated or anything, I've just found it really hard to get back into the swing of it.
I guess it's because I've not had my first weigh in yet to settle me down. The routine of having my weigh in, then coming on here to update my ticker and generally just dealing with things has not happened yet.
It's so weird because I don't know why I'm feeling this way. For weeks, I've waited for so long to get back on LT and now I'm back on it, I can't understand why I'm struggling.
It's also hard because it's my birthday next Sunday and I'm not going to be able to do anything.
Thursday would have seen me reach my goal date which unfortunately due to so many things going wrong,isn't going to be happening.
I wanted to come off on the 30th, so I could refeed and then have a great birthday, but as it is, my birthday feel's like it's going to be a crap event.
I'm slacking on the water and kicking myself for it. *sigh*
Going to force myself to drink it.
Anyway, better go and make my first shake.
Sorry for the rant, just feeling a bit meh!!
I have struggled so hard this week with the diet.
I've not cheated or anything, I've just found it really hard to get back into the swing of it.
I guess it's because I've not had my first weigh in yet to settle me down. The routine of having my weigh in, then coming on here to update my ticker and generally just dealing with things has not happened yet.
It's so weird because I don't know why I'm feeling this way. For weeks, I've waited for so long to get back on LT and now I'm back on it, I can't understand why I'm struggling.
It's also hard because it's my birthday next Sunday and I'm not going to be able to do anything.
Thursday would have seen me reach my goal date which unfortunately due to so many things going wrong,isn't going to be happening.
I wanted to come off on the 30th, so I could refeed and then have a great birthday, but as it is, my birthday feel's like it's going to be a crap event.
I'm slacking on the water and kicking myself for it. *sigh*
Going to force myself to drink it.
Anyway, better go and make my first shake.
Sorry for the rant, just feeling a bit meh!!