Tinkerbell1987
i love minimins me :)
ok... i dont think many people knew i had gone hahha but following my thead of cheating/ chest pains me and nikki decided to start together we had it all planned she checked up on me at tea time and i was fine, by bed time i had eaten crisps :sigh:
my friends (inc 1 here from america) wanted to go out yesterday and i knew it would include food, i cant expect them not to eat cos i'm not, but i really wasnt motivated enough to it there while they had food and jus have a shake etc so i decided ww was for me felt really happy that this as wat i was gonna do at least till i was back in the right frame of mind!!! went to york yesterday then scarborough beach had the best day i have had in ages, but we ate everythin in sight
last night my friends asked me to go into town so went to get ready and a dress i tried on last week looked fab since starting cd, put it on last night n it was tight :cry: i still wore it but it was much shorted obv cos of my stupid hips
made me realise i clearly cant portion control (i already knew that) and that after jus a week off i think i am bac to where i started :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry:
so here i am here back again, re-startin definaty today!!!! no more tomorrows i am terrified of my weigh in on sunday i think i have put on around 10lb one i feel crap in myself but 2 all my family have been fab and all ring to see how much i have lost :cry: i dunno wat to tell them :cry: think i will just say i have stayed the same, although when they see me they will see i havent :cry:
sorry am jus soooo annoyed and upset withmyself
day 1 starts now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
xxx
my friends (inc 1 here from america) wanted to go out yesterday and i knew it would include food, i cant expect them not to eat cos i'm not, but i really wasnt motivated enough to it there while they had food and jus have a shake etc so i decided ww was for me felt really happy that this as wat i was gonna do at least till i was back in the right frame of mind!!! went to york yesterday then scarborough beach had the best day i have had in ages, but we ate everythin in sight
last night my friends asked me to go into town so went to get ready and a dress i tried on last week looked fab since starting cd, put it on last night n it was tight :cry: i still wore it but it was much shorted obv cos of my stupid hips
made me realise i clearly cant portion control (i already knew that) and that after jus a week off i think i am bac to where i started :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry:
so here i am here back again, re-startin definaty today!!!! no more tomorrows i am terrified of my weigh in on sunday i think i have put on around 10lb one i feel crap in myself but 2 all my family have been fab and all ring to see how much i have lost :cry: i dunno wat to tell them :cry: think i will just say i have stayed the same, although when they see me they will see i havent :cry:
sorry am jus soooo annoyed and upset withmyself
day 1 starts now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
xxx