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Banned
I am Back home in wales so unhappy, theres such a long story to tell, which i think i will tell, as i need some friends as i have no friends anymore
ok, my eldest daughters dad been contacting me for a while now, wanting to see her (he doesnt really he just wants to meet up with me, type of bloke he is) he is such a bad boy, drugs, violance etc, anyway i told him i was living in leic now and perhaps we could meet in the summer hols, flirting and all stopped!! anyway when i was up in leic last week it was my daughters sports day my mum went to it, and his mum and sister were there, his nephew is in her school which i did not know, that night he texted me threatening me, says he knows where my house is (in waleS) and he will be round soon etc.. he even described my garden as being a jungle .
told Andy (my oh) all of this, he said dont worry your safe here and demi (my daughter) is safe with your mum.. anyway i had to come home the weekend to get my dog as my mum took demi abroad tuesday so i am stuck here for a week now with my baby oh in leic, i am keeping my back door locked, not getting dressed, keeping lights off basiclly i am on egg shells..
we supposed to be moving up to leic over the next few weeks, andy coming down for me this weekend, and i have looked into removal companys who want from £763 to move me to leic andy asked his parents if they could help but his dad said no cus they booked to many holidays this year and dont have the finance (yeah right they are loaded).. i am so gutted will take me ages to save now
My socalled best friend rach only wants me when she is down, when i called her her response was "everyone has probs" WTF. i aint spoke to her since, and then my other so called best friend last time i heared of her was before greece i texted her lots of times she not replied (since i moved to this house).. so there yar, i have no friends
i feel so frustrated, so un happy, roll on the weekend (if he comes down for me) , am so happy up in leic.
i am just so un happy here, cant wait for bed time, now see why i need food for comfort? i been so good today but thinking shall i just eat till next week when i am up in leic with my blender, can swap some packs with cdc, etc ? or stick with it? even though i am sooo un happy
my life is so crap right now
sorry to rant i think i just need some friends
ok, my eldest daughters dad been contacting me for a while now, wanting to see her (he doesnt really he just wants to meet up with me, type of bloke he is) he is such a bad boy, drugs, violance etc, anyway i told him i was living in leic now and perhaps we could meet in the summer hols, flirting and all stopped!! anyway when i was up in leic last week it was my daughters sports day my mum went to it, and his mum and sister were there, his nephew is in her school which i did not know, that night he texted me threatening me, says he knows where my house is (in waleS) and he will be round soon etc.. he even described my garden as being a jungle .
told Andy (my oh) all of this, he said dont worry your safe here and demi (my daughter) is safe with your mum.. anyway i had to come home the weekend to get my dog as my mum took demi abroad tuesday so i am stuck here for a week now with my baby oh in leic, i am keeping my back door locked, not getting dressed, keeping lights off basiclly i am on egg shells..
we supposed to be moving up to leic over the next few weeks, andy coming down for me this weekend, and i have looked into removal companys who want from £763 to move me to leic andy asked his parents if they could help but his dad said no cus they booked to many holidays this year and dont have the finance (yeah right they are loaded).. i am so gutted will take me ages to save now
My socalled best friend rach only wants me when she is down, when i called her her response was "everyone has probs" WTF. i aint spoke to her since, and then my other so called best friend last time i heared of her was before greece i texted her lots of times she not replied (since i moved to this house).. so there yar, i have no friends
i feel so frustrated, so un happy, roll on the weekend (if he comes down for me) , am so happy up in leic.
i am just so un happy here, cant wait for bed time, now see why i need food for comfort? i been so good today but thinking shall i just eat till next week when i am up in leic with my blender, can swap some packs with cdc, etc ? or stick with it? even though i am sooo un happy
my life is so crap right now
sorry to rant i think i just need some friends