Well day 3 today!!
Yesterday day 2, went very well, except i signed into my partners hotmail account and i found he started emailing a girl from there, she from his work (he lives in leicester i live in wales we have been having a long distant for 3 years have a 10 mnth old baby too) started of with him emailing her saying this is my personal email now you can stalk me all you want xxxxxxxxxxx then after she replied he was like i am 38 hope that aint to old for you, your stunning personality and looks and the fact you care about me etc etc.. i think they been emailing eachother through their work emails as its her works email address that comes up, and i may be wrong but i think she works at a different branch he visited early this week.. the last email he sent her was at 4.52 saying have a nice time at fireworks, i will leave my phone on till 10 if you want to call.... she never replied she finishes at 5... things havent been right between us because his mum is so nasty and he dont back me up so ofcourse i give him poo for it, like his mum sent me a nasty letter wednesday andy didnt seem interested... he gone away to gran caneria now with his parents for a week... we wasnt even considered and its his birthday sunday.. his first birthday with his daughter..
When he did finally ring me lastnight at 8.30 said he was asleep (had to leave for 6am today for flight) he denied it!! i had the emails in frount of me he still denied it and said i was doing his head in he loves me goodnight text you tommorrow.. but he hasnt, nor hs he replied to my 5 texts telling him i love him etc.. omg it hurts so bad.. never in a million years did i think he could do this to me.. we allways argue and finish but we allways get back together stronger than ever.. hope he calls me this week..
sorry i so need a shoulder.... my friends attitude is sod him let him go he aint worth it... he mummys boy, he wont move down forget him... but it hurts so much...
anyway think its made me think lose this 5 stone and get confidence and meeting new people..