pinkprincess85
Full Member
Self pitty no more!
I thought I would start a diary for myself really and if anyone feels something along the way that I do please pipe up! :wave_cry: Its a long time since I have been on here but I have had a good few failed attempts with CD not even making it past the first couple of days was a particular favourite of mine!
Anywhoo.... I guess Im here because like most Im an emotional eater... I eat when Im happy... and sad... and any other reason I can find I suppose.. It would also be fair to say I do really enjoy my food..
I used to be slim and really confident until I was about 21 and then things changed.. I met the love of my live and ate rings around myself (we are still happily together and Im still happily eating!) In four years I have managed to put on about 6 stones that not true actually I had put on 8 but I have lost 2! Anyway I have got to a point now where I am 25 and I feel like I am actually wasting the good years of my life on being fat complaining about being fat and getting fat!
So I have decided I have 2 options..
1. I decide that Im ok with being fat and learn to deal with that and just get on with it
2. I do something about it
There is no number 3 because that is where I am at the moment complain about it and do nothing!
So I have decided its my time now to do this I can hardly remember what being slim is like anymore but I am vowing now not to have another fat birthday or Christmas etc they are all over oh and I have a wedding next year which just so happens to be my own and If Im not feeling thin and confident that wont be happening because I just wont allow myself to strut down the isle feeling like a beast!
So Im not going to give this a shot Im actually just going to do it this time and get myself sorted once and for all Im sick of being this person its not who I am!
So I will be starting Tuesday and until then I am cutting down to try and make the transition a bit easier!!
I thought I would start a diary for myself really and if anyone feels something along the way that I do please pipe up! :wave_cry: Its a long time since I have been on here but I have had a good few failed attempts with CD not even making it past the first couple of days was a particular favourite of mine!
Anywhoo.... I guess Im here because like most Im an emotional eater... I eat when Im happy... and sad... and any other reason I can find I suppose.. It would also be fair to say I do really enjoy my food..
I used to be slim and really confident until I was about 21 and then things changed.. I met the love of my live and ate rings around myself (we are still happily together and Im still happily eating!) In four years I have managed to put on about 6 stones that not true actually I had put on 8 but I have lost 2! Anyway I have got to a point now where I am 25 and I feel like I am actually wasting the good years of my life on being fat complaining about being fat and getting fat!
So I have decided I have 2 options..
1. I decide that Im ok with being fat and learn to deal with that and just get on with it
2. I do something about it
There is no number 3 because that is where I am at the moment complain about it and do nothing!
So I have decided its my time now to do this I can hardly remember what being slim is like anymore but I am vowing now not to have another fat birthday or Christmas etc they are all over oh and I have a wedding next year which just so happens to be my own and If Im not feeling thin and confident that wont be happening because I just wont allow myself to strut down the isle feeling like a beast!
So Im not going to give this a shot Im actually just going to do it this time and get myself sorted once and for all Im sick of being this person its not who I am!
So I will be starting Tuesday and until then I am cutting down to try and make the transition a bit easier!!