SerenityValley
Surgically happy.
Hopefully not like every other (real) diary I've ever had, where I have entries for 3 days, then nothing.
I used to do this in notepad on the pc at work (instead of working), and basically write to myself. But I want something more accessible. Though given this is public, it'll likely not be as personal.
I'm a few days into my LL restart. I've been struggling today - I'm hungry again. I've dropped back out of ketosis (likely because I used some sugar coated ibuprofen without thinking). Bloody starving. And three pounds up (hopefully just water!).
Earlier tonight, I wobbled quite badly and started to focus on how hard this is, and how long I needed to do it for.
So I've done three things.
1) Start this diary.
2) Listed 40 reasons why I'm doing this (which I will share when I have time to type it down).
3) Re-read and bumped my thread of a couple of years ago, about defeating the passage of time.
I'm still starving but it's helped.
I used to do this in notepad on the pc at work (instead of working), and basically write to myself. But I want something more accessible. Though given this is public, it'll likely not be as personal.
I'm a few days into my LL restart. I've been struggling today - I'm hungry again. I've dropped back out of ketosis (likely because I used some sugar coated ibuprofen without thinking). Bloody starving. And three pounds up (hopefully just water!).
Earlier tonight, I wobbled quite badly and started to focus on how hard this is, and how long I needed to do it for.
So I've done three things.
1) Start this diary.
2) Listed 40 reasons why I'm doing this (which I will share when I have time to type it down).
3) Re-read and bumped my thread of a couple of years ago, about defeating the passage of time.
I'm still starving but it's helped.