Angelupnorth 2012 lost 6st, photos included, restart Jan 13 for the last time

[Kira]

Well done for not caving in I absolutely salute you and hail the ground you walk on for not caving in especially because of the stress you must be feeling about your daughter. Has she been referred to the RVI? Definitely the place to be if there are any concerns they;re very good there. Hope you have another 100% day diet wise. Not long to weigh in for and I think you'll do really well loss wise. x

 

[angelupnorth]

Well done for not caving in I absolutely salute you and hail the ground you walk on for not caving in especially because of the stress you must be feeling about your daughter. Has she been referred to the RVI? Definitely the place to be if there are any concerns they;re very good there. Hope you have another 100% day diet wise. Not long to weigh in for and I think you'll do really well loss wise. x

Daughter had to go to Wansbeck, we live Whitley bay. Not good at all. The baby is still there but no heart beat and they think it would have stopped around the 8 week mark. She has a picture and has to chose how to " get it out " sorry that sounds so blunt as there is no other way to put it.
My heart breaks for her bless her.

I'm so pleased I didn't cave in last night, stress or emotion have always been my link with food but this time I know it wouldn't taste nice ! I don't want to eat but its my usual reaction so I guess it's all about breaking the habits I've had for years. Even today which has been awful has made me even more determined NOT to cheat !
Struggling with water today as I've been out and about but will manage to drink it all before the end of the day.

Nothing else to report as nothing is important today, thanks for all support x x x

 

[lovelyle]

Hi Angel

I have been reading through your diary the past couple of days and you have done amazing!! Your are a true inspiration. Good Luck with your upcoming wedding.

So sorry to hear the sad news for your daughter it's a terrible thing to happen to any woman.

Sending lots of love and hugs

Le xx

 

[tizzy51]

Daughter had to go to Wansbeck, we live Whitley bay. Not good at all. The baby is still there but no heart beat and they think it would have stopped around the 8 week mark. She has a picture and has to chose how to " get it out " sorry that sounds so blunt as there is no other way to put it.
My heart breaks for her bless her.

I'm so pleased I didn't cave in last night, stress or emotion have always been my link with food but this time I know it wouldn't taste nice ! I don't want to eat but its my usual reaction so I guess it's all about breaking the habits I've had for years. Even today which has been awful has made me even more determined NOT to cheat !
Struggling with water today as I've been out and about but will manage to drink it all before the end of the day.

Nothing else to report as nothing is important today, thanks for all support x x x

I'm so sorry to hear about your daughter - what sad, sad news! My thoughts are with you both.

 

[LeaE]

Ah my thoughts ate with u and all yr family x keep strong love x we are all here for u anytime xxxxxxxx

 

[Yolande]

Ah Angel im sorry to hear the sad news for your daughter i know just how she must be feeling it happened to me and i just remember crying my heart out when they had to take it out =( Sending my thoughts your way xx

On a happy note GO YOU for the size 12 jeans!!!!! I said before the day im in a size 12 im gona strut around town like im on a catwalk hee hee and also GO YOU for being so strong resisting stress eating!

 

[Daisy65]

Angel - that's awful - she must be devastated. So sorry for both of you.
It seems a bit much talking of diets but the wedding is important - it will be good for both of you to have something to plan and to look forward to.
x

 

[angelupnorth]

Ah Angel im sorry to hear the sad news for your daughter i know just how she must be feeling it happened to me and i just remember crying my heart out when they had to take it out =( Sending my thoughts your way xx

On a happy note GO YOU for the size 12 jeans!!!!! I said before the day im in a size 12 im gona strut around town like im on a catwalk hee hee and also GO YOU for being so strong resisting stress eating!

Thanks everyone. She hardly slept last night bless her. They gave her a picture of the scan but I'm not sure if its comforting or making things worse, Then she txt to ask if they could have made a mistake
I just feel so helpless for her. Just waiting for the GP to open at 8am as they didn't even tell her if she goes back to the hospital or the GP for the tablets she needs.
Its going to be a awful few days for her from what Ive read the tablets can take up to 72 hours to work fully, My poor baby is in bits.

Thanks for all msgs, As a woman Ive always been blessed and never had a problem trying to conceive and sailed through my 3 pregnancy's. I just take having children for granted ( I don't mean that to sound blaise ) So I just cant imagine how she must be feeling.


Its my weigh- in in just over 24 hours and still my TOTM, Im at my GP at 2.30 as they have been every 3 weeks the past few months and very very heavy, I dont want one on honeymoon so had made the appt a few weeks ago.
Ive also got a blister / ulcer on my tongue ( think I'm falling apart with the stress of the past few weeks )
Daughter has literally just txt to say she has a appt for 09.50 so fingers crossed we can get her sorted asap.
Thanks again for all msgs
x x

 

[Kira]

I'm truly sad for you and your daughter it is so heartbreaking and no words I imagine could give her or you comfort right now. I am absolutely in awe of you holding things together and not turning to your nemisis "comfort food" to get through this very difficult time. There is no comfort in food as we all know but it is mental cycle for those of us who are caught in it, that is always a constant battle to break. I am sure you are well on the way to having broken that cycle especially after what you've just gone through. You held it together when most of us would have fallen immediately depsite knowing it would not change the devstating circumstances. Amazing Angel big hugs. xxx

 

[angelupnorth]

Thank you !

It's not been easy the last few weeks as I have been stressed to the hilt but by not cheating it's just helped me even more !

I have my weigh in tomorow and am hoping to be JUST in the 10's ( fingers crossed )
which is just fanflippingtastic as my goal was 11.3 ( now changed to 10.3 ) but I know in my heart I won't be happy until I am in the 9st range.

The plan is so addictive and it has transformed my life. Had I of cheated the last few days I would have felt awful and the only person to be cheated would be me. For once in my life I am almost happy with myself I never imagined 24 weeks ago that I would be on the road to a 7st weight loss and feeling so good about how I will look for the wedding in 3 weeks.

You lot on here are all amazing and I can not thank you all for your continued support and encouragement.

We are all very strong people and we can all do this, with the support of eachother we will be at goal before we know it.

My motto at the start was stunner by summer and now i cant wait for little black dress season at xmas, its a time if year most wonen dread but we will all be looking hot hot HOT x x x

 

[Daisy65]

Angel - you sound very positive in spite of all the stress - I hope you are rewarded at your weigh in tomorrow. I am not expecting to get below 11 stones for 2-3 weeks as I lose weight quite slowly - fortunately I don't have a wedding planned!
Never thought about Christmas until you mentioned it - I've dreaded it every year - wonder whether this year will be different...

 

[angelupnorth]

Angel - you sound very positive in spite of all the stress - I hope you are rewarded at your weigh in tomorrow. I am not expecting to get below 11 stones for 2-3 weeks as I lose weight quite slowly - fortunately I don't have a wedding planned!
Never thought about Christmas until you mentioned it - I've dreaded it every year - wonder whether this year will be different...

My last few losses have been very low and I'm TOTM so who knows but fingers crossed for getting into the 10's within the next 12 hours, not that I'm counting lol
Its a nightmare when the losses slow but as we have less to lose now it's bound to slow down.

3 weeks this weekend until my wedding and honeymoon in Vegas. I am trying so hard to keep on the straight and narrow but have to admit it is getting harder even though the rewards are amazing and I am terrerfied of putting weight back on I am also looking forward to a " normal " meal.
I've only had foods which are allowed on step 2 for the past 6 months. Not a single real cheat so looking forward to the wedding as I MAY and I mean just may eat the same food as the guests . ( it's a 50 / 50 though ) can't imagine I will in reality I will play with the food so people think I'm eating and enjoy a cheaky shake lol.
Need to think about my Cambridge order for Vegas as I will be part plan and part food.

Off to bed in a bit as early weigh in.

I'm sure you well get below 11 very soon and deservedly so. Keep up the good work x x x

 

[angelupnorth]

Yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy Ive passed my 1st goal of 11.3,
Weigh in this morning and I am 10.13 soooooooooooooo pleased to be in the 10's.
My new goal is 10.3 and I have 3 weeks until the wedding.


Me this morning in my size 12 jeans woop woop !

My measurements have been updated this morning and overall to date I have lost a total of 46 inches !

I am thrilled and amazed after my hen weekend last weekend I had prayed I would get into the 10's but was mentally prepared in case I didn't.
CDC has agreed to come to the hotel on THE MORNING of my wedding for my last pre wedding weigh in,
I know its extreme but it is so important to me !
I will be happy so long as I am 10.7 or below as the next few weeks will be manic and I doubt I will get down to goal in time for the wedding but you never know

Keep up the good work everyone x x x

 

[Kira]

CONGRATULIATIONS!!!!!!!!!!!

You are a superstar!!! You look amazing and so young compared to your first picture!! You look fabulous and you are fabulous!!! x

 

[MsJMC]

You've had some amazing loses , i will be starting soon about same weight 28th august , by reading your blog you seemed to be postive you were going to get this weight off , i need to be thinking this way too .
Amazing ... your CDC weigh you on your wedding day , thats someone whos going for GOLD . well done you !

 

[angelupnorth]

Thanks,

I do think a positive mind is the key and although I say I wasnt sure I would stick to it......

After the 1st weeks loss of 11lb I knew this was the plan for me x

 

[angelupnorth]

Evening all,

After being so chuffed with getting into the 10st range this morning I've had another 100% SS day today and am going for a nice long walk with my hubby to be tomorrow to blow off the cobwebs and get the week off to a good start.

He's not keen on me getting weighed on the morning of the wedding so I may change it, It was rather impulsive of me and it could go either way depending what I get up to the night before . My only issue is I usually get weighed 1st thing and if I don't get weighed on the day off the wedding it would have to be the Friday night so a day early and much later in the day so I will prob weigh more lol. Decisions decisions.

CDC also mentioned again about getting me in their magazine straight after the wedding as I should hit goal by Oct ( even with a gain in Vegas which I fully expect ) It would be a complete honour to get in there and I would be thrilled if I get in.

Going to try and get a few walks in during the week as I'm off work now until after the wedding and the walks do help me de stress.

Hope everyone is having a good weekend x x x

 

[LeaE]

Yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy Ive passed my 1st goal of 11.3,
Weigh in this morning and I am 10.13 soooooooooooooo pleased to be in the 10's.
My new goal is 10.3 and I have 3 weeks until the wedding.

<img src="http://www.minimins.com/attachment.php?attachmentid=60459"/>
Me this morning in my size 12 jeans woop woop !

My measurements have been updated this morning and overall to date I have lost a total of 46 inches !

I am thrilled and amazed after my hen weekend last weekend I had prayed I would get into the 10's but was mentally prepared in case I didn't.
CDC has agreed to come to the hotel on THE MORNING of my wedding for my last pre wedding weigh in,
I know its extreme but it is so important to me !
I will be happy so long as I am 10.7 or below as the next few weeks will be manic and I doubt I will get down to goal in time for the wedding but you never know

Keep up the good work everyone x x x

U look ab fab well done my dear x utterly stunning and great set of pins twit whoo xx

 

[ninajw83]

WOW Angel what an inspiration i am SO pleased for you, lover 6stones gone for good. Really hope this next 3wks isnt too stressful....even when it is it's worth it and i cant wait to see how amazing you look on the big day

 

[angelupnorth]

Hi everyone,

What a awful few days I have had but my daughter has now had the op to remove the baby :cry:, She stayed at our house last night and has now returned to her flat, Her boyfriend will be home from work soon and she wont be alone.Horrendous situation to be in and i hate the way the hospital use the term non viable pregnancy ( The baby had no heart beat )

Diet wise I have been good but I know I have slacked on the water front and Ive not used my wobbly machine for a few days.
Will get back on track tomorrow and up my water and fingers crossed I will get a few walks in this week.

I have a dress fitting at 10.30am tomorrow and have less than 3 weeks till the wedding so its all systems go.

Hope everyone had a good weekend
x x x