I'm really aware that people can easily see my weight when I'm being weighed, and I think because I'm so big, people are more interested. I honestly wanted to be sick the first time, and I do really hate it, but I'm trying to think of it as a sort of therapy (I'm struggling to make this make sense) kind of 'This is what I am, you know it, I know it, I'm trying to do something about it and will hopefully never weigh this much again'. I'm very shy so even going to class in the first place was a big deal for me. I wish they would make it more private.