Sez
has started again!!
I know I just posted about my losses etc, and I am happy with what I have done do far, but I am really having a "down" time at the mo.
I seem to be really quick to tears for no obvious reason, and I feel so low. I dont know what to do about it.
I suspect its a bit of crooked thinking, because no matter how hard I try I still keep coming back to the fact that I still have roughly the same amount of weight to lose, as I already have done. I just dont know if I can hack this for another 5 months.
I know holidays arent all about eating and drinking, but I so want to enjoy the local cuisine and have the odd drop of wine etc when we go away in the summer. I have read many posts on the pros and cons of ss-ing whilst away, and I will SS this week when we go away en famile, with another family too. Bu Spain is a once in a blue moon holiday, we just dont do this every year like some.
I so fed up, I want to eat, I dont want to eat. My group all seem to be Polly Perfects, or else they'e all adapted children, saying what they think LLc wants to hear!
Am I really the only huge woman on this road that feels this way?
someone shoot me now please if this is the way it has to be........
I seem to be really quick to tears for no obvious reason, and I feel so low. I dont know what to do about it.
I suspect its a bit of crooked thinking, because no matter how hard I try I still keep coming back to the fact that I still have roughly the same amount of weight to lose, as I already have done. I just dont know if I can hack this for another 5 months.
I know holidays arent all about eating and drinking, but I so want to enjoy the local cuisine and have the odd drop of wine etc when we go away in the summer. I have read many posts on the pros and cons of ss-ing whilst away, and I will SS this week when we go away en famile, with another family too. Bu Spain is a once in a blue moon holiday, we just dont do this every year like some.
I so fed up, I want to eat, I dont want to eat. My group all seem to be Polly Perfects, or else they'e all adapted children, saying what they think LLc wants to hear!
Am I really the only huge woman on this road that feels this way?
someone shoot me now please if this is the way it has to be........