Thanks Waffles for that very insightful post, i think i may have to ask CDC about the meals in minutes book. I'm sure i can adapt the carb bit to low carb but i do struggle with different meals and the worst part of any healthy eating is getting into a monotonous regime of the same things day in day out.
Newtocd i think its a common theme of self sabotage before a diet, almost as if you need to get it all in now because you wont be able to have it for however long. I did the same, i'm certainly not advocating it but i can understand why you're doing it and thats ok as long as when you do get on this plan that you start to look at the psychological attachment to food. For example for me it took about 3wks for the physical cravings of certain foods to go, mainly the chocolate and pizzas/chinese etc but ive not had any physical cravings for a while now but still find i have emotional cravings especially if ive had a particularly stressful day or im worried about something but ive tried to control that by identifiying a "treat" meal, not necessarily every week but if i know im going to have a busy and stressful week i'll for example say right on friday i'm having a nice none CD meal but then get right back into it on Sat and only have the one meal as a treat, dont turn it into a treat day because i think that's just asking for trouble. Obviously everyone is different and some people may be horrified by that suggestion but it is all about moderation and realistically when i am at goal i will endeavour to eat well most days but still feel able to have a "treat" every now and again and as people always say the real work starts once the weight has been lost!!!!
Best of luck for your start in May, it really does work xx