Mochaj
Gold Member
Argh. I was doing so well.
It was hubby's birthday and I did a BBQ for 19 people. I stupidly thought I was strong enough to cook all this gorgeous stuff, make all the salads and sit and drink water while they filled their faces with food & drink.
I ended up having 2 small chunks of pork from a pork & pepper kebab. Probably not too much damage done there, but then I went and ate half a bread roll with butter and a bacardi breezer :cry: What the hell was I doing! The stupid thing is I KNEW it would make me feel really angry with myself.
Tomorrow is another day. I'm not going to let it stop me, even though I am really pissed off with myself right now.
Back in positive mode tomorrow and putting the blip behind me but GGGGGGGGGRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR @ myself.
I wasn't even going to post here about it but then the way my mind works, I know that if I admit it here, then I'm more likely to stick to my diet tomorrow. Sort of like the first step towards not carrying on cheating is by admitting I did it! I wonder if that makes any sense to anyone.
It was hubby's birthday and I did a BBQ for 19 people. I stupidly thought I was strong enough to cook all this gorgeous stuff, make all the salads and sit and drink water while they filled their faces with food & drink.
I ended up having 2 small chunks of pork from a pork & pepper kebab. Probably not too much damage done there, but then I went and ate half a bread roll with butter and a bacardi breezer :cry: What the hell was I doing! The stupid thing is I KNEW it would make me feel really angry with myself.
Tomorrow is another day. I'm not going to let it stop me, even though I am really pissed off with myself right now.
Back in positive mode tomorrow and putting the blip behind me but GGGGGGGGGRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR @ myself.
I wasn't even going to post here about it but then the way my mind works, I know that if I admit it here, then I'm more likely to stick to my diet tomorrow. Sort of like the first step towards not carrying on cheating is by admitting I did it! I wonder if that makes any sense to anyone.