emz449
Full Member
thats me kicking my own bum! i wrote a couple of months ago that i was gonna go back into abstinence and to be frank it never happened! but now enough really is enough i cant fool myself into thinking i still look slim and a size 8 because im not. im gonna to do the total solution because eating is the problem for me and im an all or nothing person and i do love the quick losses with a vlcd. with moving into my new flat and starting my post grad course in two months i want to be where i was a few months ago by that time. i know it wont be easy and it is disheartening to be back in this place again but after 5 months on LL i did go a little crazy when i finished! im nervous about telling my parents AGAIN that im gonna be doing a vlcd once more as they disapproved of it so much last time and it will be a double hit because im telling them im moving out at the same time, argh! ive got a couple of days off work to start again and get used to it, wish me luck, i am excited to be starting again and i just really need to crack on with it, im terrible for saying im going to do it and then think sod it but no more of that! im wearing my charm bracelet that i got with 8 charms on that represents how much weight i lost with lighterlife as a symbol of why im doing this again