elle82
Full Member
I Know everyone has worked more than hard n struggled 2 get we're there at..but I look at the success story's and I wona b that person so bad..it seems like every time I get any where near my goal a hurdle comes in my way and instead of jumping over it I go crashing into it..every time im upset or down I want to go and eat and it seems like I'm punishing myself by eating I don't understand it..I really need 2 figure out where this is all coming from its the last 3 n a half yrs that I've had this problem never been over weight untill then..it seems the more weight i put on the more I wona eat cuz I'm angry 4 doing it..the only one I'm hurting by eating is myself..being over weight has made me so un happy n I so wona change that I dnt want 2 crash n 2 hurdles any more I want 2 jump them clear lol..I wona deal with my problems instead of eating them away..sorry 4 the long post I'm jus really battling with myself 2 nite