Thanks for your response Lea
I only joined Minmins a few days ago and have started a few threads and was a bit disapointed when no one responded! I feel quite alone doing this as I have done LL before and lost 5st 1 in total and kind of enjoyed the meetings....
I have been yoyoing between 11-9.12 for a couple years of years and then after a long overdue holiday went overboard and continued and put on approx a stone in 3 weeks
I lost the 1 stone in as many weeks through sheer determination after after going back to LL, but the cost was financially crippling me(!) and then once I stayed the same for a couple of weeks, I started sabotaging myself just 1 hour after the session/weigh in!!!!
A habit that I have had for YEARS on every diet I have been on...
I think the problem with me is I have an extremely stressful job and it seems that there is literally NOTHING to look forward to at all at the weekends especially doing SS.... where weekends supposed to be filled with socialising and a takeout or meeting up with friends for lunch, I have literally beccome a hermit! I even try to avoid visiting my parents who can't seem to get their head round what I am doing and there place is a haven for food. I realised that as soon as I walk through their door, I head straight to the kitchen and check out what is on the stove and open up their fridge..... How awful is that?!!! Not necessarily eating anything, but the temptation was there and it made me realise that food was beginning to rule my life and now obsessed I had become (and still am) in a bad way.....
I have a dip at around 3pm and of course the weekends are the worst. I totally understand about that 'switch'. Once you have had a nibble, you just blow and think, well, 'I 've screwed up now, might as well carry on, and on and on.....before you know it one takeaway down and a chocolate bar later you're literally kicking yourself and wondering 'Was that worth it? Did I actually enjoy that?' All that hard work all week undone, plus some and to boot, money down the drain