Domane
Full Member
However, in the last week I've developed a problem with my right hip and despite an appointment with a physiotherapist and some treatment, I tried running this morning and couldn't manage it. I'm seeing my dream of running the race in a fortnight slipping away and subsequently I lost control of my eating today too.....
I know I need to draw a line under today and start afresh tomorrow but at the moment I just don't feel like I have anything to look forward to any more
I will still do the race... walking, even crawling if I have to, I wouldn't miss it for the world. A (younger) friend on FB did her R4L today, in a good time as well and I just feel so envious of her being able to when I have a big question mark hanging over mine. I hate that in my head I still feel 12 and yet my exterior is feeling the 50 years that it is! I'm an active person generally, my horses keep me busy but today I just feel choked.