PrincessBex
Regular Member
Hi,
Erm im a little reluctant to start a thread, cos then if i fail people will know about. But, well im not gona fail (right? ) so here i go, lets try and start with and optimistic outlook!
I did lighter life then cambridge earlier this year. Went from 17.9, to 13.1, then fell off and couldnt get back on.
I had a boob job a couple of months ago, which was supposed to be my reward for losing all the weight. Id calculted how long it would take me, and thats when i had it, but unfortunatly i wasnt even close to target then.
Iv put on quite a bit since then (three stone maybe-will see at my cdc's tonight), and was going to wait till after xmas before going back to ss. But the depression of being so over weight is becoming overwhelming, and i know it will only get worse if dont do some something about it now.
So even though this probably isnt the right time of year, im going to go for it.
I would like to lose at least a stone and a half by xmas (6 weeks, thats do-able right?) and deal with my works xmas do and xmas day as they come alone (im really hoping i can be super strong and ss through the lot-what a buzz that will give me!)
So im off to see my cdc tonight, then starting tomorrow. Really hope the first few days arent too bad. At times it has brought on the depression so severly in those few days, but im really hoping i can fight it and stay kinda up at least. Im sure it was diva that said on another thread that depression is a decision, well i shall try to chose to escape it
Well erm thats me. Oh and im 22, work as an administrator at a Used Car Dealership (very very long hours) live with two (kinda) friends and have a bf who is ok most of the time!
Lotsa love to anyone who read!
Erm im a little reluctant to start a thread, cos then if i fail people will know about. But, well im not gona fail (right? ) so here i go, lets try and start with and optimistic outlook!
I did lighter life then cambridge earlier this year. Went from 17.9, to 13.1, then fell off and couldnt get back on.
I had a boob job a couple of months ago, which was supposed to be my reward for losing all the weight. Id calculted how long it would take me, and thats when i had it, but unfortunatly i wasnt even close to target then.
Iv put on quite a bit since then (three stone maybe-will see at my cdc's tonight), and was going to wait till after xmas before going back to ss. But the depression of being so over weight is becoming overwhelming, and i know it will only get worse if dont do some something about it now.
So even though this probably isnt the right time of year, im going to go for it.
I would like to lose at least a stone and a half by xmas (6 weeks, thats do-able right?) and deal with my works xmas do and xmas day as they come alone (im really hoping i can be super strong and ss through the lot-what a buzz that will give me!)
So im off to see my cdc tonight, then starting tomorrow. Really hope the first few days arent too bad. At times it has brought on the depression so severly in those few days, but im really hoping i can fight it and stay kinda up at least. Im sure it was diva that said on another thread that depression is a decision, well i shall try to chose to escape it
Well erm thats me. Oh and im 22, work as an administrator at a Used Car Dealership (very very long hours) live with two (kinda) friends and have a bf who is ok most of the time!
Lotsa love to anyone who read!
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