I am also *WOW* in a bad way Vix!!! lol! Kit-kats in peanut butter...!
I have always loved cooking and think I've had a good food 'education' as I've grown up, what with an Italian dad and a home-ec teacher mum! I was always taught how to make good food…but I was also always taught to clear my plate, not to waste food, always to have ‘afters’ even if it’s yoghurt or a piece of fruit, have bread with every meal, to love wine and cheese, that eating out was commonplace, not ‘special occasion’…etc! I was always bigger, but not that big IYSWIM?
It’s when I left home that things went apple-shaped. I had all this freedom. I could go out drinking, stay in drinking, and EAT WHATEVER I WANTED, WHENEVER I WANTED!
I would cook for myself quite a lot. That wasn’t too bad. Thing is, I would get take-away a lot too. It was like that through university, when I lived in London, and then in Cardiff afterwards! I moved back home to The North, hitting 15 stone and then WW commenced!
My typical ‘before’ menu was usually something like:
Breakfast: Crunchy Nut Cornflakes with semi-skimmed milk
Snack: Fruit (healthy, see!)
Lunch: Sandwich or wrap, with a packet of crisps and a chocolate bar
Snack: Muffin or some other baked goods.
Dinner: Risotto or pasta (healthy, but a huge portion) washed down with wine. Fruit or yoghurt after. Unless I got a take-away – then I’d have a pizza meal-deal thing which was usually a medium pizza, cheesy garlic bread, chicken wings and a dessert…with a diet coke.
Evening munchies: ‘Posh’ crisps of some variety, usually with houmous.
I would also go out, drink cider, eat chips a lot (when I worked in a pub behind the bar and also in the kitchen). Have curry once a week, or Chinese. Eat a chocolate bar a day, often two, and bread whenever I wanted it.
I don’t think it’s that I was ignorant of how to eat healthily/well, but I didn’t want to. I wanted to eat and drink whatever I wanted, and I was young, free and single, and determined to do what I wanted!
I don’t think I could ever go back there. Not full on. I can eat the odd ‘naughty’ meal, and indulge myself on hols for a week or so but not consistently for a full week! I could put away a massive Indian meal with all the works right now!