arcticmonkeys
Silver Member
Hi all :wavey:
I think by starting this thread the replies would be so helpful not only to me but others who probably have been too scared to ask my questions (as I have up until now).
I went shopping today whilst skiveing off of work (woopsie). For the first time ever I bought 4 tops, 2 of which I'm quite pleased with the other 2 I like but don't like them TOO much on myself. I also bought some leggings which I'm quite pleased with...all ready for Glastonbury. Its really weird not buying something black. In fact its weird buying something, I seriously NEVER shop. For a 20 year old I feel its quite sad because all my friends are obsessed with shopping, but still, thats me. I feel I should be over the moon about buying tops, but I'm not because I'm still not how I want to be, although it is keeping me going on CD but I am concerned about a few things.
I apologise for any yuck details I give you about myself now so prepare yourself anyone who reads this.
I'm currently at 13st 1lb and am 5ft 6. My next weigh in is on Monday so hopefully for the first time in ages I wont be a teen anymore. My worry is that I'm really concerned because as sophie2324 calls it my "overhang" is really...kinda...not to pleasent. I have rolls of fat and my middle one tends to hang out quite alot. I ALWAYS breath in and always have (can't wait till I get out of this exhausting habbit without looking as if I have a rubber ring around my middle lol). I also have lots of fat around my sides, especially where my bra strap falls.
Will this disappear with the persistance of this diet? Does it take a long time? I'm planning on starting at the gym in July but I don't want to over-do it. Will I need surgery to tidy up the area once I get to goal weight? ... See I don't want people to think I'm exaggerating because my friends have always told me that in the past at my heaviest, or lightest weight they've known me at. I'm an honest person I don't mince my words, my tires really are lkfdsjflksdj.
Sorry if this is disturbing to anyone, I couldn't believe I had a ticker with the weight I want to lose let alone putting my weight into a thread. I only hope no one I know off of this forum will track me down on here
Thanks for your time anyone who reads this. I know its not the most pleasent of threads but I disgust myself although I know I've put a lot of effort into this diet, I can't stop worrying about things...
Hope you're all doing well
ArcticMonkeysXx
I think by starting this thread the replies would be so helpful not only to me but others who probably have been too scared to ask my questions (as I have up until now).
I went shopping today whilst skiveing off of work (woopsie). For the first time ever I bought 4 tops, 2 of which I'm quite pleased with the other 2 I like but don't like them TOO much on myself. I also bought some leggings which I'm quite pleased with...all ready for Glastonbury. Its really weird not buying something black. In fact its weird buying something, I seriously NEVER shop. For a 20 year old I feel its quite sad because all my friends are obsessed with shopping, but still, thats me. I feel I should be over the moon about buying tops, but I'm not because I'm still not how I want to be, although it is keeping me going on CD but I am concerned about a few things.
I apologise for any yuck details I give you about myself now so prepare yourself anyone who reads this.
I'm currently at 13st 1lb and am 5ft 6. My next weigh in is on Monday so hopefully for the first time in ages I wont be a teen anymore. My worry is that I'm really concerned because as sophie2324 calls it my "overhang" is really...kinda...not to pleasent. I have rolls of fat and my middle one tends to hang out quite alot. I ALWAYS breath in and always have (can't wait till I get out of this exhausting habbit without looking as if I have a rubber ring around my middle lol). I also have lots of fat around my sides, especially where my bra strap falls.
Will this disappear with the persistance of this diet? Does it take a long time? I'm planning on starting at the gym in July but I don't want to over-do it. Will I need surgery to tidy up the area once I get to goal weight? ... See I don't want people to think I'm exaggerating because my friends have always told me that in the past at my heaviest, or lightest weight they've known me at. I'm an honest person I don't mince my words, my tires really are lkfdsjflksdj.
Sorry if this is disturbing to anyone, I couldn't believe I had a ticker with the weight I want to lose let alone putting my weight into a thread. I only hope no one I know off of this forum will track me down on here
Thanks for your time anyone who reads this. I know its not the most pleasent of threads but I disgust myself although I know I've put a lot of effort into this diet, I can't stop worrying about things...
Hope you're all doing well
ArcticMonkeysXx