wafflewaffle
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Glad your feeling more binky like hun 
and glad you have sun! It's flipping freezing here!! Xx
and glad you have sun! It's flipping freezing here!! Xx
BinkyBonk needs to lose weight...
- Thread starter BinkyBonk
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systema
Calorie Counting
Have you seen this before - nobody knows who wrote it but has been around for ages - I have the photo above along with this poem and my worst fat picture ( when I was 15.5 stone
) all laminated together and stuck on the fridge. Apologies if you have seen it before and for high jacking Binkys page Hello! Do you know me? If you don't, you should. I am ONE POUND OF FAT, and I am the happiest pound of FAT that you would ever want to meet! Want to know why? It's because no one ever wants to lose me! After all, I am only ONE POUND OF FAT. Just ONE POUND. Everyone wants to lose 3 or 5 or 15 pounds, but never ONLY one. So, I just stick around and happily keep you. Then I am free to add to myself, ever so slyly, so that you never seem to notice... That is, until I have grown to 10, 20 or even 30 pounds in weight... YES... it is fun being ONLY ONE POUND OF FAT... left to do just as I please.
So, when you weigh in, go ahead... just keep on saying, "Oh I only lost one pound." (As if that is so terrible.) For you see, if you do this, you will encourage others to hang around me because they will think that I am not worth losing. And I LOVE being around you... your arms, your legs, your chin, your hips, and every other part of you. HAPPY DAYS! After all, I am ONLY ONE POUND OF FAT!!!
strawberry
Gold Member
Hey Binks, happy to hear you're feeling better today xxx
xxx
wafflewaffle
Gold Member
U ok binks? Xx
BinkyBonk
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This is 1lb - click on it to see the proper size
Ewwwww lol but thank you so much my lovely that has certainly helped x
I go by MFP for calories but will be more suspicious from now on, maybe mine is trying to de- rail my progress?? Lol x x
BinkyBonk
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Thank you all for your positive comments, I am scared to confess two things to you all as I will disappoint you all as much as I have myself...
1 - my mood is really rubbish again, walking home from work I felt very alone and am now on my sofa feeling very sad and fed up x
2 - due to feeling so low on the way home I bought a big bag of crisps and ate them all
Today's food diary-
1pm strawberry SF shake
5pm GF crackers and biscuits (had to eat while at big ones swimming lesson as got hungry)
7.30pm subway ham salad
8pm walkers big bag of crisps
1 - my mood is really rubbish again, walking home from work I felt very alone and am now on my sofa feeling very sad and fed up x
2 - due to feeling so low on the way home I bought a big bag of crisps and ate them all
Today's food diary-
1pm strawberry SF shake
5pm GF crackers and biscuits (had to eat while at big ones swimming lesson as got hungry)
7.30pm subway ham salad
8pm walkers big bag of crisps
wafflewaffle
Gold Member
Aww don't worry it's only one bag of crisps bless you, we all have crapy days! It's shame we don't live closer since we are both having a bit of a lonely time atm, u will perk up in sure of it! I hope u enjoyed your crisps and didn't feel to guilty as u ate em, at least it's weigh in day and you have a week to make it better and at least u haven't lied about it on mfp that's the main I think if u stRt secret eating that's when it all goes wrong xx
BinkyBonk
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I always confess on here, i have got to the point where i don't care today and that is why i am upset, work was really awkward again today and i walked home thinking about everything going on and feeling so very alone x
I know it is a shame as it would be good to support in person as well as online x
You wouldn't want me on your sofa at the moment as i can't stop crying and would make your sofa all wet x
Hopefully i can pull it back in the next few days but probably not as i am working tomorrow and Thursday so will be struggling again =(
I know it is a shame as it would be good to support in person as well as online x
You wouldn't want me on your sofa at the moment as i can't stop crying and would make your sofa all wet x
Hopefully i can pull it back in the next few days but probably not as i am working tomorrow and Thursday so will be struggling again =(
Belletabbycat
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What happened at work chick? xx
strawberry
Gold Member
Oh honey Didn't want to read and run.
So you ate a bag of crisps? It's no biggie, we all do it. It could have been much worse x Why are you feeling down? Could you talk to your BF about it? or us if you feel like it xx
Didn't want to read and run.So you ate a bag of crisps? It's no biggie, we all do it. It could have been much worse x Why are you feeling down? Could you talk to your BF about it? or us if you feel like it xx
Hun, you have not disappointed anyone! I for one am an emotional eater too - I have been found doing that many many times!!
The best advice I can give you is draw a line on today, pick yourself up and start a new day tomorrow!! You are doing so well lady, don't forget all those achievements
Get a good nights sleep and keep smiling
xxHave you seen this before - nobody knows who wrote it but has been around for ages - I have the photo above along with this poem and my worst fat picture ( when I was 15.5 stone
I hadn't seen this before - I like this!!! I might do the same - my heaviest was 17.7st and that was 7st ago - sometimes you forget how far you've come!! X
wafflewaffle
Gold Member
Oh binky bless you, I know how you feel coz I was the same yesterday
*massive hugs* what is happening at work? Is the parents that are being problematic or the children? or do you just mean because of your anxiety about going? It's ok my sofa has dealt with worse haha, you forget I have a baby & a dog!
Is there anything we can do to help hun? Xx
BinkyBonk
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Oh honey
So you ate a bag of crisps? It's no biggie, we all do it. It could have been much worse x Why are you feeling down? Could you talk to your BF about it? or us if you feel like it xx
Thank you my lovely, i just couldn't help myself tonight x
BinkyBonk
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Hun, you have not disappointed anyone! I for one am an emotional eater too - I have been found doing that many many times!!
The best advice I can give you is draw a line on today, pick yourself up and start a new day tomorrow!! You are doing so well lady, don't forget all those achievements
Get a good nights sleep and keep smiling
Thank you my lovely, i am hoping can start a fresh tomorrow x
BinkyBonk
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I love the job and the boys are wonderful but the mum has OCD and very high expectations and i am not meeting them all the time and being made to feel inadequate, i literally feel tiny and am so upset as all my other nanny jobs have said i am great and one is even waiting until i can drive to have me back to replace there current nanny. So i know i can't be a bad nanny, i just can't meet their expectations and it is making my anxiety worse and i am struggling enough with everything going on as it is =(
BinkyBonk
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Oh binky bless you, I know how you feel coz I was the same yesterday
Thank you my lovely, I just don't know what to do about the job, I am not one to leave without another one lined up but I am miserable so thinking of handing in my notice and hoping I find something in the next couple of weeks? X
Blondcat
Gold Member
It makes me so mad reading posts like this. When you hire a nanny you want someone who is going to care for your children like your own not some kind of OCD robot slave.
The only people losing out in the long run is the kids. And I bet if you indicated you were thinking of leaving she would be horrified!!
I know it's impossible not to take personally but she's prob like it with everyone. Everyone will be disappointing her.
Big hugs binks (and those crisps are nothing) xx
