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[FatFairNForty(ish)]

Morning hun,
hope you have a lovely time with Jan, what you got planned or is just a long chin wag session ?
xx

Morning

No plans - just hugs and chin wags and probably setting the world to rights... lol

I see you're doing WW now - really hope that works for you... still giggle and smile when think about your birthday :giggle: :giggle:

xxxx

 

[FatFairNForty(ish)]

ooooh Jennie, i think I need to have a chat with you !!!
my ssing heart seems to have gone too, I just dont want to do it anymore, I am and I will, but its just awful at the moment and I hate it, I actually feel as though I dont want to do it, is this how you feel too?
arrrgh what to do xxxx

Oooh Nat, I wrote a loooong response and lost the flippin lot! Argh!

Will pm you my phone number so we can have a real chat about this. I'll share my thoughts on here later too as peeved I lost them all...

You've done INCREDIBLY well... I can't get over how much you have lost in such a short time! BUT... we will talk and I'll explain some things about my relationship with SSing and when I first hit that wall of resentment some 3 stones back....

 

[pandora]

so far so good, started Tues & 2 1/2 lb down today !!

 

[FatFairNForty(ish)]

so far so good, started Tues & 2 1/2 lb down today !!

Bliddy marvellous!!! :clap: :clap: :clap:

 

[FatFairNForty(ish)]

Crikey, you're a century and a half

:wow: :wow: :wow:

You rock gal!arty0019:

:giggle: :giggle: No wonder I need to hide the grey and wrinkles!! lol

Thank you You remain an inspiration to me (and, I suspect, countless others!)

 

[FatFairNForty(ish)]

Message to Jane (who is fabulously supportive on my weekly weigh in thread too!!!)...

You have been (and long may it continue!) a constant source of help to me since you joined... I don't know about 790 properly as not looked at it because I think it would be very tempting, lol and, that is something to look forward to when I finally get to target.

I hear what you're saying about AAM etc not being as secure as SSing... I know the losses are likely to really slow down, and, in all honesty, perhaps that might pi$$ me off enough to SS again!! I dunno. It's a real, um, stepping off the boat and onto the water, kind of thing at the moment. I'll see what this week yields in the way of loss and where I'm at up top in the leetle grey cells too!

No point in predicting or second guessing really... although I am completely gifted and incredibly well practised, at both (LMAO)

I guess it's all yet another waiting game... lordy be, just HOW patient does one have to be!! Answer: VERY!!

I jumped the queue when they were handing out patience! :giggle:

Another good day yesterday with my AAM, and no temptation to 'cheat' which HAS to be a VERY positive step in the right direction.

Am beginning to wonder if this is just a bit of a cobbled street... know what I mean?

 

[FatFairNForty(ish)]

Not quite sure what's going on with the size of the font in my signature but I've tried to make it smaller and it's having none of it!!

Anyway... just had a lovely afternoon with Madam Dotty She looked incredible in her lush green soft leather jacket, wicked jeans and fab green and white top.

We chewed the cud for a few hours over a chicken salad washed down with sugarfree appleade. Talked endlessly (well, I did) and laughed too, lots of hugs and setting the world to rights.. showed her my holiday pics (well, she poilitely looked through them whilst we talked and I prepared lunch). She brought me a lovely bunch of blue and white flowers which are now adorning my kitchen but will soon be moved to the piano I think.

Nightmare morning trying to sort out PayPal and my bank! Still... not to worry... it will all be fine in the long run.

I took the bull by the horns today and responded to an ad in the paper for someone who is looking for accommodation.. his name is Brian and he's coming to have a look at the rooms on Saturday afternoon! I'm in this evening so will get changed into some old jeans and start clearing them out!!! Will take ages but I'll do it!

Might put on the leathers to do it in! lol I put them on earlier and MD (Jan) took some pics.... not a pretty sight! lol Jobs paper at the ready again now so best get on with it!

 

[jane]

Anyway... just had a lovely afternoon with Madam Dotty She looked incredible in her lush green soft leather jacket, wicked jeans and fab green and white top.
so glad you had a nice time.
she's v easy to talk to isn't she, sort of puts you at ease immediately.
We chewed the cud for a few hours over a chicken salad washed down with sugarfree appleade. Talked endlessly (well, I did) and laughed too, lots of hugs and setting the world to rights..
I took the bull by the horns today and responded to an ad in the paper for someone who is looking for accommodation.. his name is Brian and he's coming to have a look at the rooms on Saturday afternoon! I'm in this evening so will get changed into some old jeans and start clearing them out!!! Will take ages but I'll do it!

Might put on the leathers to do it in! lol I put them on earlier and MD (Jan) took some pics.... not a pretty sight! lol Jobs paper at the ready again now so best get on with it!

Really please that you've started looking at lodgers. I know that the wrong one can be a disaster but a god one could help in more ways than just the £££.
hope Brian is 'the right type'


ps you're not planning on wearing thel eathers to inteview him are you?

pps when do we ge to see the pics of you in biker mode?

 

[FatFairNForty(ish)]

Good morning

The sun's out! Hurrah!

Terrible night last night, slept max of 3 hours! Combination of thinking, TOTM pre-cursory restlessness and the flaming dog!

Didn't do room clearing as decided to take the mutt out and ended up going for a mega long walk ending in the pub! lol Got home, did some washing and went to bed before midnight but the dog decided to raise the roof barking at 2, then 4 and I was very restless anyway so was waking in between.. and got up at 6 but pleased to see blue skies!

So...washing on the line, belly aching but TOTM still not here (only a matter of time!) and feel absolutely cream crackered! lol I know tonight is going to be a veritable marathon session with my sister, and she texted me earlier to say that one of her friends is coming too and I need to pick them up... great... 3's a crowd and all that... still, might be a great night! I hope so, I'm heading down to Luton to see one of my bestest friends first - her son's invited me to his 18th in August, can't wait for that... will see her ex hub for the first time in , ooh, 3 years! lol Should be fun as I know he won't recognise me unless I speak... lol

Anyway, jobs paper had lots of potentials in it so am going to send some emails now, then off to work early so I can get away early. (As long as I do the hours it's ok re timings... and I know there is a funeral today so would be helpful if my car wasn't there).

Spoke to someone last night about what could be the perfect career for me, if I choose to go for it and am willing to put in the effort. ... we shall see. Going to have a chat with someone Monday and see what they think.. also will need to decide very fast as, if I do, I won't have room for a lodger as it will be based at home.

Right, got to get on, very busy day planned... but I have pencilled in a 2 hour snooze in the middle of it to keep me going all night!

Was 100% on diet yesterday and pleased as punch. No food to tempt me tonight when out as going to pub then a club... and tomorrow... again no food when out in the evening at the pub...same Sunday, although am baking a cake... still... I have a contingency plan for that!! If I don't think I can do it without 'cheating' I shall get Zoe to bake it! lol (I have to pick her up first thing Sunday morning)... OR, plan B... I shall have a pack before I start and have a muffin ready when the cake is too... so if I REALLY want to 'eat cake' I can!

Have a lovely day xxxx

PS Very glad MD got home safely last night, although it sounded like she had the journey from hell and it took her almost 4 hours!! (should've been no more than 2!!)

 

[FatFairNForty(ish)]

Really please that you've started looking at lodgers. I know that the wrong one can be a disaster but a god one could help in more ways than just the £££.
hope Brian is 'the right type'


ps you're not planning on wearing thel eathers to inteview him are you?

nooooo

pps when do we ge to see the pics of you in biker mode?

see below... just to show the trousers

spoke to PQM on MSN last night and am going to see him Monday evening to try on some crash helmets as he has offered to loan me one! How ace is that!!! Have a feeling he'll come to the bike club too at some point, it would be good for him to get out more...

 

[kazbro]

my hubby is a biker or should i say was he got rid of the bike few years back
its still in his heart though you can see him looking at any bike that passes

trouble is we cant get him,me and 5 kids on the back

the lodger idea is financially good idea.

your last few days have sounded great on the cd front
well done
kaz

 

[MadamDotty]

Hiya Jennie

Lovely to see you yesterday, really enjoyed our get-together, have just put a long-winded post on my thread.

Thank you (and Jane) for your lovely comments too, aw I'm blushing, but you looked amazing hun, really & truly.

Thanks for my card & pressies - Georgia is appalled by the calendar!!

Take care & have a good day
xxxx

 

[pandora]

all exciting stuff re job, the one working from home sounds ideal for you, no travelling to wear you out !!
glad to hear you have got your CD head firmly back on, won't be too long b4 you can start mantainance now arty0049:.
if you do get a lodger be 100 % sure they are ok, bit nervous you having a male lodger, sorry if thats sexist but just how i feel, only looking out for you !
have a fab time with your sis, & weekend it sounds busy ~ nothing new there then eh ???

 

[sonkie]

Hey Jennie love your new avatar its amazing the difference......wow.
Hope you can get your job situation sorted soon hun.,x

 

[KateF]

Hear, hear re the avatar.
What a great sunny pic in all ways.

You're sounding, as you say, "back in control"
Good luck with lodger and leathers and weekend and fun and life.
You've come such a long, long way. Maintenance will be here before you know it

xx

 

[Karen1972]

Your Avatar is FAB!!!!! Can we see a bigger version???

 

[FatFairNForty(ish)]

running horribly late... lol should have been in Luton already... instead sat here copying cds for sis (which I forgot I promised to take today!!)... and doing my hair... TOTM arrived with a vengeance and it hurts! So feeling tired and yukky but upbeat as know its going to be a great night out in my old stomping ground (not that I went out there as I was married and so was sis and so were all my mates... my how things change!) anyway... a few pics... before I forget! lol

leather trousers
avatar
face - today (not great but tis me!)

will try and catch up tomorrow... going out tonight in my blue top I wore to Cheryl's party and the shorts in the avatar pic as I love them and I know its going to be very hot where we're going... and they are comfy on my poor belly! lol Not sure if it all goes well together but hey, I like it so sod the rest! lololol

Happy Friday night all! xxxxxxxx

 

[Gen]

Hi Jennie

Pics are fab. You have done and still are doing so well

Hope you have a fab night out xxx

 

[pandora]

luv the leathers hun !!! v sexy haha.
i'm sure the blue to & shorts looks absolutly fab, quite casual but smart too & bang up to date.

 

[jane]

all exciting stuff re job, the one working from home sounds ideal for you, no travelling to wear you out !!
glad to hear you have got your CD head firmly back on, won't be too long b4 you can start mantainance now arty0049:.
if you do get a lodger be 100 % sure they are ok, bit nervous you having a male lodger, sorry if thats sexist but just how i feel, only looking out for you !
have a fab time with your sis, & weekend it sounds busy ~ nothing new there then eh ???

Funny about the lodger, Pandora.
I'd thought the other way.
Get a chap! He'll spend less time in the bathroom, be less demanding emotionally & could even be useful eg Reaching the top shelf or undoing the tight lids on jars.



I join the list of Fans of the new avatar.
I also demand that it is made BIGGER!

Ps. Arms looking good. Thought you said you had wings?
not from here you don't