Blergh! - FatFairNForty(ish) - my diary

[mommyB]

((((HUGS))))

 

[HopeSprings]

Oh dear, oh dear, I couldn't just read and run. I feel your despair. I think your va-va-voom and mine have run away together!! If there's one crumb of comfort I can offer, speaking from experience, you have to hit rock bottom before you haul yourself back up again. Last year I scraped the bottom of the barrel in spectacular style, I really excelled myself in finding the lowest scumbag in Europe. What did I do? Well I ran away (obviously) I've piled on more llbs and lost £'s so I'm living proof that running away's not the answer. I sincerely hope that things improve for you soon. xxx

 

[FatFairNForty(ish)]

I've not run away, yet... Just got no energy to do anything. Hopefully got an interview this week but right now I just keep crying and sleeping. Diet has gone right out of the window. I seem to have lost my sense of humour too... I'm just a fat miserable, moaning mare!

 

[IreneH]

You have every reason to moan, so moan away.

Irene xx

 

[Little Miss Biker]

Well Jennie i haven't been there all the way through but i followed you retrospectively all the way through and i can see you have your friends here again for you ....

you are incredibly strong I've seen that but this will be enough to put anyone back...

I do hope you have just mislaid your va-va-voom and lost it completely.

 

[Itoy & Suerti]

Hoping you get your va - va voom back soon!

 

[rache]

Hi Jenny, its been a long time since I have been on here and just wanted to check up and see how you are doing, I really hope that things have got better for you and that you have managed to find a job? Thinking of you sweetie xxx

 

[Sweethearts]

Hey hun, back on here after a little break so just wanted to check in and see how you and things are... Hope all is ok your end xx

 

[krazzed]

Hi everyone. Hope its okay to join. I'm starting slim and save and moving from cambridge diet as heard good things about sns. Anyone else doing it?

total loss = 39 lbs

 

[FatFairNForty(ish)]

Starting all over again... Again...

Not really sure how to begin - suffice it to say, I've regained almost all I'd lost & feel utterly miserable as a result. Shed loads has happened over the years and I can't believe it was 8 years ago that I started the original journey ... But here I am... And if I can figure out how , I will amend my diary title and try to make sense of how I got here ...

 

[Blondcat]

Not really sure how to begin - suffice it to say, I've regained almost all I'd lost & feel utterly miserable as a result. Shed loads has happened over the years and I can't believe it was 8 years ago that I started the original journey ... But here I am... And if I can figure out how , I will amend my diary title and try to make sense of how I got here ...

Hi FFF - I'm having a bad day too - just broken a 21 day sugar detox, not losing weight, can't stop eating. Just infuriating.

Anyway this isn't about me, it's about you. Welcome back, I guess I'm sorry in a way you are here because you have regained some weight but I'm always happy to have a new buddy.

When you've had a think love to hear what plan you will follow etc

Cat x

 

[Blondcat]

I'm 20 pages into your diary - you are hilarious! Really hope you start posting again

 

[minimammy]

@blondcat which diet are you doing at the moment??

 

[Blondcat]

@blondcat which diet are you doing at the moment??

The last 4 days the diet that involves eating 2000 calories of sugar each day. Sigh.

But generally speaking calorie counting and 2 days low call target 500, generally 800 !!

But for the next 9 days I'm doing the forever living clean 9 detox.... Urgh....

 

[minimammy]

I thought that. You exercise a lot too don't you. I'm running a lot and I'm ravenous!!?

 

[Blondcat]

I thought that. You exercise a lot too don't you. I'm running a lot and I'm ravenous!!?

Yes, I do a lot of exercise - totally addicted.

My problem is I eat when I'm not even hungry. There's so emotion involved, just such a grazer. And when I binge it's not because I'm sad or celebrating I'm just like screw you healthy eating I'm going to eat everything!!

What do you do mini?