Twinny
Full Member
Hi all, Im like a boomering and am back again.
I lost 8st in 2008 and completed RTM and thought I was slim for life. How wrong I was - did I learn nothing??!!!
I'm so gutted that I'm back in this position, I know people around me are thinking "ha, knew she would never keep it off" and I'm also having to put up with the LL 'haters' you know the ones, "dont do that it didn't work last time" (how to they work that out exactly when I lost 8 stone??) "It's dangerous" blah blah blah...
I so want to stick to it this time but am in SUCH a bad negative place and I just can't seem to shake myself out of it. I just feel like I didn't learn anything and that it will be the same this time. It won't will it? I mean, there are lots of people on here who HAVE kept the weight off...why can't I? I dont want to be a yoyo dieter and I'm sure it can't be good for me to loose 8st then regain it all, then loose it again etc.
Wine is my big problem and that of course leads to eating junk. I have a real problem attitude towards food and need to find ways to address this. I don't particularly 'like' food and would eat a takeaway every night if I could. You have to plan the meal, shop for it, preparation, cooking, etc then 5 mins to eat and another half hour to wash up. Yaaawn.
Can anyone please help snap me out of this bad humour?. I remember when I did this before I didn't cheat once and was so positive - I went on holiday, meals out, drinks etc but this time I just feel so depressed - as if Ive got nothing to look forward to until I 'finish' the programme and I know that that attitude will lead me straight back to obesity again.
Sorry to moan but I know this is the best place to come for advice as you've all been there before and know what I'm going through.
Thanks
Twinny
I lost 8st in 2008 and completed RTM and thought I was slim for life. How wrong I was - did I learn nothing??!!!
I'm so gutted that I'm back in this position, I know people around me are thinking "ha, knew she would never keep it off" and I'm also having to put up with the LL 'haters' you know the ones, "dont do that it didn't work last time" (how to they work that out exactly when I lost 8 stone??) "It's dangerous" blah blah blah...
I so want to stick to it this time but am in SUCH a bad negative place and I just can't seem to shake myself out of it. I just feel like I didn't learn anything and that it will be the same this time. It won't will it? I mean, there are lots of people on here who HAVE kept the weight off...why can't I? I dont want to be a yoyo dieter and I'm sure it can't be good for me to loose 8st then regain it all, then loose it again etc.
Wine is my big problem and that of course leads to eating junk. I have a real problem attitude towards food and need to find ways to address this. I don't particularly 'like' food and would eat a takeaway every night if I could. You have to plan the meal, shop for it, preparation, cooking, etc then 5 mins to eat and another half hour to wash up. Yaaawn.
Can anyone please help snap me out of this bad humour?. I remember when I did this before I didn't cheat once and was so positive - I went on holiday, meals out, drinks etc but this time I just feel so depressed - as if Ive got nothing to look forward to until I 'finish' the programme and I know that that attitude will lead me straight back to obesity again.
Sorry to moan but I know this is the best place to come for advice as you've all been there before and know what I'm going through.
Thanks
Twinny