Stardreamer
Supportive
Hello Dieters!!
I would really like someone to advise me as to what to expect when on lighterlife.
Here is a little history about myself. I was born into a big family which consists of lots of thin gorgeous sisters. I have always felt like the 'odd' one. The big boned one!! The one who dosn't really fit the picture. I have for many years struggled with my weight. I am 5 foot 7 inches tall and am a size 18.( although I refuse to but size 18!) To some of you that might not sound big but for me it is huge. Not a day goes by without thinking and dreaming of being thin. It is the last thing I think about when I go to bed and the first thing I think about when I get up in the morning. It completely consumes my every thought. It dictates my moods!! It has really taken over me. I have for a few years avoided looking in a mirror. Especially when I get out of the bath! If I do then I just concertrate on my face. I am sick of feeling this way. No one is getting the best of me!!
But this does not stop me from eating!!
I have a very loving husband and two gorgeous children I woke up the other morning at 6.30am and felt very determined . I woke my husband and told him exactly how I felt and asked for his help in supporting me with this diet emotionally and financially and of course he agreed and he is very excited for me. He knows that it will change my life.
My introduction meeting is next Friday 27/10/2006 and I am due to start 5th November. I cant wait and I am looking very forward to the couselling. I need to talk!! Can anyone give me some tips and advice. I would really appreciate it. Thanks for taking the time to read this. xxxx
I would really like someone to advise me as to what to expect when on lighterlife.
Here is a little history about myself. I was born into a big family which consists of lots of thin gorgeous sisters. I have always felt like the 'odd' one. The big boned one!! The one who dosn't really fit the picture. I have for many years struggled with my weight. I am 5 foot 7 inches tall and am a size 18.( although I refuse to but size 18!) To some of you that might not sound big but for me it is huge. Not a day goes by without thinking and dreaming of being thin. It is the last thing I think about when I go to bed and the first thing I think about when I get up in the morning. It completely consumes my every thought. It dictates my moods!! It has really taken over me. I have for a few years avoided looking in a mirror. Especially when I get out of the bath! If I do then I just concertrate on my face. I am sick of feeling this way. No one is getting the best of me!!
But this does not stop me from eating!!
I have a very loving husband and two gorgeous children I woke up the other morning at 6.30am and felt very determined . I woke my husband and told him exactly how I felt and asked for his help in supporting me with this diet emotionally and financially and of course he agreed and he is very excited for me. He knows that it will change my life.
My introduction meeting is next Friday 27/10/2006 and I am due to start 5th November. I cant wait and I am looking very forward to the couselling. I need to talk!! Can anyone give me some tips and advice. I would really appreciate it. Thanks for taking the time to read this. xxxx