Hi, I am starting the cambridge diet on tuesday 20th of March. I am hoping to keep it a secret from my partner as right now I am hating on him really bad. I need to sort myself out, my kids have left the nest and I am wondering what on earth I should be doing with myself. I am only 44 and feel like I am about 104, when I look in the mirror I just feel disgust. My dad just had a heart attack and this has really curtailed his life so I am being supportive and running around after him.
On top of all this I recently found out that my partner has been having an affair for years. He says he doesn't want to leave me but he wont stop playing away. I have been absolutely devastated by all this and my self esteem has hit rock bottom. I have to get myself on top form and maybe then I will have the courage to do something about him and his lies. I can't just disappear inside a box of chocolates and give up on life. I have to fight and losing weight will give me such a lift.
I am reading all your blogs and building up my belief that this diet can work in the run up to Tuesday so keep blogging you have no idea how great they are.
thanks empty xxx
On top of all this I recently found out that my partner has been having an affair for years. He says he doesn't want to leave me but he wont stop playing away. I have been absolutely devastated by all this and my self esteem has hit rock bottom. I have to get myself on top form and maybe then I will have the courage to do something about him and his lies. I can't just disappear inside a box of chocolates and give up on life. I have to fight and losing weight will give me such a lift.
I am reading all your blogs and building up my belief that this diet can work in the run up to Tuesday so keep blogging you have no idea how great they are.
thanks empty xxx