Keighleyjo2010
Silver Member
I have been struggling to find my focus for well over a year now, I thought I had tracked it down in June but only managed 2wks 100% then god knows what happened I just lost all sense and fell of the wagon.
My whole reason for doing this is to become a mummy.
WELL, OH auntie have birth on Sunday and we have just been up to visit. All I could think about looking down at these 2 tiny babies is, I am going to be next!!!
Then she got the camera out, and showed me the pic! That's it!!! Lumps and bumps everywhere bloody hideous!! Then I went to the toilet drying my hands side on to the mirrors and it looked like I was about to give birth! Lol then I rubbed my belly (no1 was around!!) and I thought I am going to be in this hospital next year and it WILL be me holding my own child!
So I came home and had my 3rd shake, I've lost count how much water I've had today, but I know it's more than my 2.25l.
This is it ladies (&gents) I am going to do this!!
My whole reason for doing this is to become a mummy.
WELL, OH auntie have birth on Sunday and we have just been up to visit. All I could think about looking down at these 2 tiny babies is, I am going to be next!!!
Then she got the camera out, and showed me the pic! That's it!!! Lumps and bumps everywhere bloody hideous!! Then I went to the toilet drying my hands side on to the mirrors and it looked like I was about to give birth! Lol then I rubbed my belly (no1 was around!!) and I thought I am going to be in this hospital next year and it WILL be me holding my own child!
So I came home and had my 3rd shake, I've lost count how much water I've had today, but I know it's more than my 2.25l.
This is it ladies (&gents) I am going to do this!!
