Hi everyone,
Well im hoping to go to the docs this week to ask to be put back on xenical again. I've been on it twice before, first time I lasted a few weeks and gave up and 2nd time I fell pg. I need to lose 4 1/2 stone just to get to a healthy weight range but ideally want to lose a stone on top of that. I've just had twins 13wks ago and have a 4yr old and 3yr old too and have had 3 c-sections so have a massive overhang, I would love to have an apronectomy but there's no chance I will get it on NHS in my area esp with the budget cuts and can't afford it myself, I guess that's part of why I never bother to lose weight as I know I will still have this horrible overhang that wastes clothes ect for me anyway.
I really want to ose the weight but never seem to muster enough willpower and the goals always seem so far away. I hate the way I look and more so the way I feel, I have zero confidence and take no pride in myself at all. I used to always wear nice clothes and shoes and have my hair and make done, now I wear the same trousers that fit almost every day and the same 2/3 t-shirts, I hardley ever wear my hair down and I could count on one hand how many times i've worn make-up. I walk with my head down as I feel like people are looking at me, im the biggest i've ever been and im only 5ft 2 so it really shows. I hate seeing people ive not seen for a while as you can always see the shock on their faces.
I know my doc will be supportive and will give me the pills but can I really do it? I joined a slimming classa couple of months ago and only lasted a few weeks then never went back.
Well im hoping to go to the docs this week to ask to be put back on xenical again. I've been on it twice before, first time I lasted a few weeks and gave up and 2nd time I fell pg. I need to lose 4 1/2 stone just to get to a healthy weight range but ideally want to lose a stone on top of that. I've just had twins 13wks ago and have a 4yr old and 3yr old too and have had 3 c-sections so have a massive overhang, I would love to have an apronectomy but there's no chance I will get it on NHS in my area esp with the budget cuts and can't afford it myself, I guess that's part of why I never bother to lose weight as I know I will still have this horrible overhang that wastes clothes ect for me anyway.
I really want to ose the weight but never seem to muster enough willpower and the goals always seem so far away. I hate the way I look and more so the way I feel, I have zero confidence and take no pride in myself at all. I used to always wear nice clothes and shoes and have my hair and make done, now I wear the same trousers that fit almost every day and the same 2/3 t-shirts, I hardley ever wear my hair down and I could count on one hand how many times i've worn make-up. I walk with my head down as I feel like people are looking at me, im the biggest i've ever been and im only 5ft 2 so it really shows. I hate seeing people ive not seen for a while as you can always see the shock on their faces.
I know my doc will be supportive and will give me the pills but can I really do it? I joined a slimming classa couple of months ago and only lasted a few weeks then never went back.